Err... I need to...not...think like that.

Im so insecure.

So, first official day at work. Its not that bad. I have to wake up at 5:30am, but I guess it's cool since I get off work early, at noon. Better than working 4-close or whatever. The kids there are really sweet, most of them. Kodi, 2 yr old little girl, completely attatched to me already. I walked away to help another kid and she started crying. I ( Read more... )

You and me ( Read more... )

I know I'm dead on the surface

But I'm screaming underneath

So after thinking about this for like... 2 months. I've come to the conclusion that I didn't love him. Maybe I did, but it was no where near as strong as what i'm feeling now. It was a bad way that Aaron and I came together, seeing as he was a good friend of Pat and all, but Im so happy we did. I think I rushed into things with Pat, he said I love ( Read more... )

I got up the nerve to look up from the sink where I've been spitting out my diet coke for the past 10 minutes and look at my reflection in the foggy mirror of the boys restroom in Memorie High. Pale. I looked horrible. How did I let this happen? One minute i'm being crownded prom queen, the next, im puking in a boys restroom sink. Drugs. My memory ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last day at Bloomingdale High School. Oh yessa. Today was the orientation for Blake's program and Aaron my mom and I went to it. My mom really likes the program and apologized for not listening to me before. Theres not really a point for me to stay at Bloomingdale any longer, so my moms withdrawing me tomorrow or Wednesday. I should ( Read more... )

1. What is the geekiest part of your music collection? I guess Nsync, even though I don't own it anymore ( Read more... )

Wooooo! Today has to have been the best day ever, only because Aaron and I got some good news about something we've been stressing out/freaking out/scared as hell of, over the past week. lol. But, we're all good now. Hah, if only you knew what I was talking about. Its some scary shit ( Read more... )

I think i'm goingto withdraw from Bloomingdale and either take Blakes online program or go to Durant. I can't graduate from B-dale, i'm too far behind.

And my OJT teacher found out I quit, I think she's kicking me out if I don't have a job by monday.