HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA!!!!! LEGAL...ugh i cant wait... Congrats!!!!!

WhAtS YoUr NaMe

WhAtS YoUr NuMbEr

I WOuLd LiKe To GeT To KnOw YoU

CaN We HaVe A CoNvErSaTiOn

ThE NiGhT Is YoUnG GiRL

GiVe Me A ChAnCe!!!!!

Thats the only thing i have to ask myself is why??? I wish tonight never happend.... I can't understand things i never will... I just want himt o leave me alone why cant u just be a hi and bye and once in a while will catch up on things... why now do u want me to stay lnger at your house when i want to be with my friends? Why do u call me to say ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore??? I really don't... how can i help thats all i want to know at least thats what i have been trying to do to. So much is built up inside of me and i just wanna let it all out, but how? i guess i thought i could write tonight, but i was just kidding myself....

So going to the beach??? Wow how cold??? It's ok haha Nikkie how romantic?? I am kinda nervous, wierd huh... ok gotta get up and go, but i finally ate so maybe i will be a little more productive!!! HEADACHE though its ok its ok i am about to have fun!!! Fill u in later.... Eddie's.... Remember Hit that!!!! hahaha talk to you soon

Things have just been a little strange lately... i dunno if its strange or its just me being uncertain of things... Things have been alright lately, i mean i have become a lot stronger and i try to just not worry so much anymore. But i still seem to worry!!!! I have had this one thought on my mind lately and really havent learned how to deal with ( Read more... )

Ugh... Last night he was there.. why??? Kinda ruined my night, but not really because i was the strong one!!! Yea!!! I love the advice he gave to Betty though. I swear he is one slow child that i am not going to fix. I just can't its not worth it...right? Matchmaker Nikkie Woo hoo!!!! Hit It Hit It!!! For some reason i just feel i still need to be ( Read more... )

I hope i am still holding on strong!!!! I am so mad and annoyed, but whatever, right? it's really not worth it. I got my scrapbook back (so EXCITED)... I hope he doesn't  think he is getting it back..FUCK IT i worked so hard on it. He is slowly slippin away i feel like its bad, but its realy not... I dunno i am so confused!!! He wont know what he ( Read more... )

Friday: Didn't feel like a school day and didn't feel good. Felt better to be on Melrose shopping with Nikkie and having wierdos coming up to you and slapping there ass!!! Wow!! or how about the girl at the cafe with her mom, didn't know i would be needing ear plugs. I should have came prepared. It was fun though and totally worth it!!!! I love my ( Read more... )

I <3 Natalie

<3 always, Nikkie