I'm Baaaaaackkk...!
To my dear friend amanda, I am so terribly sorry, it seems I wont use your character after all, but I shall use
her in a different one, I promise.
Just not this one. I'm so sorry >__> I changed who Sora was...
Title: My Secret, Off the wall, Friends forever, Our sin.
Author: Airiechan
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts [I, II]
Pairing/Threesome: Leon x Sora
Theme(s): #8 Bloodlust, #13 Confusion, #38 friend, #86 Sin
Rating: My Secret: pg-13 [To be safe.], Off the wall: R, FFF: R, Our sin: PG-13 [for implied]
Summary:
My Secret: Sora has a secret...
Confusion: Sora is a little confused...
Friends Forever: BFF...or BF?
OS: Really short...just kinf of a thingie.
It was a disgusting facination. He stared at his arm overflowing with blood. The bleeding wouldn't stop
this time, but he didn't care. He wanted it to all be over; maybe then he wouldn't need friendship...because he
wouldn't have to depend on people.
He cringed at the thought of friendship. Since when did he have friendship? It had always been one
sided. He blinked his eyes letting more tears fall then he slid the knife across his arm once more, a desperate
attempt at numbing the pain.
Maybe this time someone would care enough, maybe this time someone would save him, but he doubted it. He
didn't want to be saved. He had lost everything and gained nothing, but then again what did he have to lose?
His thoughts were heavy with grief, music from his stero played. It was a sad melody that just barely
pierced the air. He took the words to heart.
Oh child, fly away
hide your secret shame.
Oh child, Hide away
break away from this society
No love,
Child
Just pain...
oh wipe those tears away.
Hide deep inside.
All hate,
child
no hope...
pray for tomorrow.
Oh Child, fly away
hide your secret shame.
Oh child, hide away
break your fear of denial.
Keep dreaming,
your fears are so close now.
Keep hoping,
maybe one day it'll be all right.
no love child...
only pain.
Sora choked on his sobs, sliding the knife across his arm once more. The song in the background changed,
but it was still the same sad melody. Nothing was happy anymore. Sora stared at the blood, it was coating his
arm and it was starting to dry over like one huge scab. Sora shivered and dropped to his knees. His eyes closed
slightly and the smell of blood overcame him. He moaned and fell face first into the carpet. Anything to numb
the pain.
Sora awoke a few hours later, coughing and gagging. Was he choking on his own blood? He lifted his head
to find that he was in a room filled with white and there was the soft beep, beep, beep of a machine next
to him. He gave a soft cry of panic.
"Shhh..." a voice whispered softly and for the first time since he had opened his eyes, Sora became aware
that there was someone holding his hand.
"Who...are you?" Sora asked. The person next to him cupped his face gently.
"You gave us all quite a scare, Sora." The voice was male and Sora knew he had heard it, but he couldn't
place it.
"Why?"
"Why else? You almost died!"
"How?" Sora heard the other male shift next to him, but he didn't answer. Then the memories hit him like
a brick, he had hurt himself. The man's hand fell from his cheek and it gripped his hand gently. "I'm so Sorry,"
Sora whispered. It was almost as if he could hear the man smile.
"It's all right, all that matters if your still alive." Sora smiled back at him, but he didn't know how
long his life would last. He could feel that lust-like feeling coming over him again...the need to feel the blood
crawling over his arm like a sick snake. If only he had a knife...if only he could cease this lust for blood.
Sora studied the tall man next to him. He was wearing very tight leather pants, as always, with all of
those belts. Sora, who would've smiled then, cocked his head to the side in a confused motion.
"Leon...what're yo-" he tried to ask, but he was cut off by a swift kiss. Sora gasped against Leon's
mouth and Leon pushed them further into the room. Sora heared the door slam behind him. Sora made a kind of
'mmph' sound and pushed Leon off of him.
"Wha...WHA...?" he asked, stumbling over his words. Leon stared at him and Sora stared back the
overwhelming urge to just let go was creeping over them, but that didn't stop the confusion in the air. Leon
leaned closer to Sora, whispering in his ear, "I want you..." Sora's breath hitched and he froze, the confusion
was gone and he felt a blush creep up into his cheeks.
"Wha...Wha..." Sora stopped short as Leon's lips claimed his once more, all resolve broken and no
confusion to hold them back.
The words echoed in this mind, "Let's be friends for forever Leon, Kay?" When he had said that, it made
Leon feel really uncomfortable. He didn't want to be just friends. He wanted to be so much more than that, but
Sora was too Naive to comprehend how much he wanted. Maybe they would be friends forever...
Just Friends...
Every kiss, every touch...it's all sin. The way we move, the way we lust after eachother it's absolutely sinful.
The way you call out my name when you're at your peak...It's absolutely sinful.
Meh...well I'm back.
her in a different one, I promise.
Just not this one. I'm so sorry >__> I changed who Sora was...
Title: My Secret, Off the wall, Friends forever, Our sin.
Author: Airiechan
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts [I, II]
Pairing/Threesome: Leon x Sora
Theme(s): #8 Bloodlust, #13 Confusion, #38 friend, #86 Sin
Rating: My Secret: pg-13 [To be safe.], Off the wall: R, FFF: R, Our sin: PG-13 [for implied]
Summary:
My Secret: Sora has a secret...
Confusion: Sora is a little confused...
Friends Forever: BFF...or BF?
OS: Really short...just kinf of a thingie.
It was a disgusting facination. He stared at his arm overflowing with blood. The bleeding wouldn't stop
this time, but he didn't care. He wanted it to all be over; maybe then he wouldn't need friendship...because he
wouldn't have to depend on people.
He cringed at the thought of friendship. Since when did he have friendship? It had always been one
sided. He blinked his eyes letting more tears fall then he slid the knife across his arm once more, a desperate
attempt at numbing the pain.
Maybe this time someone would care enough, maybe this time someone would save him, but he doubted it. He
didn't want to be saved. He had lost everything and gained nothing, but then again what did he have to lose?
His thoughts were heavy with grief, music from his stero played. It was a sad melody that just barely
pierced the air. He took the words to heart.
Oh child, fly away
hide your secret shame.
Oh child, Hide away
break away from this society
No love,
Child
Just pain...
oh wipe those tears away.
Hide deep inside.
All hate,
child
no hope...
pray for tomorrow.
Oh Child, fly away
hide your secret shame.
Oh child, hide away
break your fear of denial.
Keep dreaming,
your fears are so close now.
Keep hoping,
maybe one day it'll be all right.
no love child...
only pain.
Sora choked on his sobs, sliding the knife across his arm once more. The song in the background changed,
but it was still the same sad melody. Nothing was happy anymore. Sora stared at the blood, it was coating his
arm and it was starting to dry over like one huge scab. Sora shivered and dropped to his knees. His eyes closed
slightly and the smell of blood overcame him. He moaned and fell face first into the carpet. Anything to numb
the pain.
Sora awoke a few hours later, coughing and gagging. Was he choking on his own blood? He lifted his head
to find that he was in a room filled with white and there was the soft beep, beep, beep of a machine next
to him. He gave a soft cry of panic.
"Shhh..." a voice whispered softly and for the first time since he had opened his eyes, Sora became aware
that there was someone holding his hand.
"Who...are you?" Sora asked. The person next to him cupped his face gently.
"You gave us all quite a scare, Sora." The voice was male and Sora knew he had heard it, but he couldn't
place it.
"Why?"
"Why else? You almost died!"
"How?" Sora heard the other male shift next to him, but he didn't answer. Then the memories hit him like
a brick, he had hurt himself. The man's hand fell from his cheek and it gripped his hand gently. "I'm so Sorry,"
Sora whispered. It was almost as if he could hear the man smile.
"It's all right, all that matters if your still alive." Sora smiled back at him, but he didn't know how
long his life would last. He could feel that lust-like feeling coming over him again...the need to feel the blood
crawling over his arm like a sick snake. If only he had a knife...if only he could cease this lust for blood.
Sora studied the tall man next to him. He was wearing very tight leather pants, as always, with all of
those belts. Sora, who would've smiled then, cocked his head to the side in a confused motion.
"Leon...what're yo-" he tried to ask, but he was cut off by a swift kiss. Sora gasped against Leon's
mouth and Leon pushed them further into the room. Sora heared the door slam behind him. Sora made a kind of
'mmph' sound and pushed Leon off of him.
"Wha...WHA...?" he asked, stumbling over his words. Leon stared at him and Sora stared back the
overwhelming urge to just let go was creeping over them, but that didn't stop the confusion in the air. Leon
leaned closer to Sora, whispering in his ear, "I want you..." Sora's breath hitched and he froze, the confusion
was gone and he felt a blush creep up into his cheeks.
"Wha...Wha..." Sora stopped short as Leon's lips claimed his once more, all resolve broken and no
confusion to hold them back.
The words echoed in this mind, "Let's be friends for forever Leon, Kay?" When he had said that, it made
Leon feel really uncomfortable. He didn't want to be just friends. He wanted to be so much more than that, but
Sora was too Naive to comprehend how much he wanted. Maybe they would be friends forever...
Just Friends...
Every kiss, every touch...it's all sin. The way we move, the way we lust after eachother it's absolutely sinful.
The way you call out my name when you're at your peak...It's absolutely sinful.
Meh...well I'm back.