And Your Ribbon Was Lost On The Roads To Confusion

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I'm getting a new phone tomorrow, but the instant my contract with Cingular is up, I'm bailing on them. This whole situation should've been resolved nearly a month ago. So, hopefully, tomorrow I'll actually have my old number working again, and I can actually get calls from people who don't know my mom's number, though most of you at this point

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Battle between self image and self expectation

[anonymous]

Ahh a self image battle between who you think you are and who you want to be. These thoughts have rang through my head, and no matter how many times I hear it from everyone else, I always feel like the one with the short end of the stick. How could people be so ignorant and stupid and hurtful when I am here being kind and giving. With countless thoughts I have come to a conclusion, however not a impervious one, that everyone feels this way. Actions that others see me do is not the same way as I look at it. Everybody is insecure and unsatisfied, well there are those exceptions. I feel we are never meant to be satisfied. Since we were growing up our parents never gave us enough attention or love that we selfish being wants. So to feel comfortable in our own skin, we feed that black hole with doubt and negative feelings. It seems to me, and i am sure others will agree, that I am most comfortable when I am down. When things are too good to be true is when I feel out of place. Though it saddens me, its where I belong. That