♥

[_paintedgold]

i hate you. but that's a lie.
i want to hate you. but that's a lie too.
you call me a liar. but how honest are you?
what is the truth anyways?
and why do you always look for reasons to leave?

should i die, may my blood can rest on your conciense.

Comments

[devildawg77]

I love you and don't want anything to happen to you. These things scare me Cara. Sorry, they just do.

[_paintedgold]

it's not what you think. i'm not, nor have i ever, been suicidal.<3

[devildawg77]

for that I am glad hon <3
I have thought of it myself, I cannot lie.
Those words you typed just make my heart hurt no matter the meaning behind them.

[olliricnayr]

what happened?

[_paintedgold]

a lot of bad things. i hate people who butt into my business, and people who call me names or yell at me because i don't understand the need to yell, i hate people who treat other people badly but want to be treated nicely. hypocrites man, that's what happened.
i'll tell you about it, considering i haven't actually talked to you in forever. so i'll tell you. just not on here, heh.<3

[devildawg77]

heh. I know the feeling, I have treated people better than gold and they take a dump on me. Especially some colleagues at work. But I have so many faults myself I guess I shouldn't complain.