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[_panic]

I am so sick and tired of people taking advantage of me. I love some of ya'll... but just because I have a generous mother that is willing to help me out while I'm waiting for my job to start DOESN'T MEAN THAT I CAN PAY FOR EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE ELSE

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[_imreadyiam]

I'm sorry. <3 I know about the whole like bf living across the county thing, but yeah across the ocean that really sucks. Hopefully something will work out soon so you can see him again.

[_panic]

aww you have a boyfriend that lives across the country?

i think i found a way to be able to afford for him to come here soon.

<3angela

[_imreadyiam]

Not anymore.Heh my we broke up a while ago, but he lived in CA.
I'm glad you found a way for him to come !

[athazagora]

People suck. Don't let them get you down. I know, easier said than done.

I once gave an ex-but-at-the-time-boyfriend an entire paycheck because he was behind on his truck payments. Not to mention the two hundred dollars I later spent on a deck for the truck as a birthday present, only to be treated like shit and STILL never paid back five years later. Loves for you sweetie pie.

And I'm sorry your hunny is so far away. More loves for you. I know what it's like to love someone so dearly and not be able to be with them. I hope everything comes out well for you in the end.

xxx
~Sarah

[_panic]

Yeah, very easier said than done. Fortunately, I have Samantha who made me feel a lot better about a lot of things.

Yeah... I'm no longer loaning people money. Or more so, letting my mother loan people money. Hmph. =/ I swear, the only people ever allowed to ask to borrow money from me ever again are Samantha, Kara, Amanda, and my mom. If anyone says, "Hey, Angela, can I have a dollar or two for some food?" or, "Hey, Angela.. Will you give me a ride to [blahblahblah].. and I'll pay you back later?", I'm decking them in the face. :)

<3angela

[athazagora]

Good girl!

I'm glad you had someone to help you out and kiss the owies better. That's what friends are suposed to do afterall!

xxx

[thrumyeyez]

woah.

[girlintears]

dont take this the wrong way...at least hes only an ocean away.
its far in distance but not in the heart.
mine...not that far away distance wise.
emotion wise, so far away, it doesnt really matter that i can see him.
hurts too much.

[_panic]

i didn't take that the wrong way at all. i see what you're saying and that is very true. that actually made me feel better about what duncan and i have. but like samantha and i were saying last night when talking to eachother, sometimes it means so much to be able to touch that person's face and their hair and whatnot...

<3angela

[girlintears]

yes, it does. but its more torture to not be able to when the person is right infront of you.

[xgoodbyemylovex]

not to be preachy,
but one of the Proverbs says to never lend anyone money, only give it away.. because it causes more strife than anything..
makes sense huh?
<3
feel better

ps: why the heck dont you move out there with duncan thatd be amazing!!!!!!

[_panic]

I have to disagree with that. I'm 18 years old, living on my own, and kinda poor right now. And to top it off, I don't think Justin and Dan deserve my mother's money. I can't afford to just be giving away mine [or my mom's] money.

And me moving to England is a big no no. Duncan haaaaaates living in England. We both want to eventually live in California. And I couldn't stand to live so far away from my mother.

<3angela

[xgoodbyemylovex]

i ment dont give out any money and expect to get it back..
not just give out money..

i cant believe he doesnt like england! i guess its different to live there then to visit, i donno...

but thatd be cute if you got married to the boy:) good stories to tell the grandkids<3

k