so today was pretty crazy ( Read more... )

this has been quite a day
but she is sleeping in the other room and though i wont be able to sleep tonight
i know all will be well

not even you can make me want to live

my girlfriend is amazing

amamamamamazing!

i got my car on tuesday and when i wake up i am moving the last few things of mine into my new house

i am turning 18 tomorrow

jesus its so crazy
i am so content with my life i have everything i could ever ask for
everything!

i am sooooo fucking happy
and so lucky
and i love my life!!!

alot of things have happend this past week ( Read more... )

today was really good
i went to the beach
and then to a pretty park and read
and then i went to tors
and i really like tor alot
and then i ate dinner with john
i had a great day

i am very happy
i am getting a car
i am almost off my meds
i am turning 18 in 2 weeks
i hung out with tor today and it was alot of fun
woo hoo

i have been lowering my meds
i feel more but mainly pain
i think alot more to
i have been thinking alot
i really just wanna go somewhere
i watched into the wild
it was really good
i got my 4 track and i have been listening to all these old tapes
its really cool

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