No..... No no no no no... oh.. just... can someone stop fandom from breaking me?? Please? Just this once??
PAUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I mean, seriously..... My Paul! My baby..... every time Helo was on screen my insides would go all funny...... I had major, crazy, insane love for this guy...... and he gets SHOT IN THE HEAD, and Echo doesn't even give him a backward glance and he's DEAD!
I had actual tears. It was AWFUL! And then Echo had her breakdown and I cried AGAIN. I FEEL LIKE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS DEAD! I want to crawl up into a corner and bawl my eyes out. It's completely HORRIBLE.
NOT TO MENTION TOPHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOTHER FRAKKING HELL! WHY WOULD YOU MAKE HIM DIE LIKE THAT?! HOW UNBELIEVEABLY SAD WAS THAT?! Adelle was so adoreable with him, and I was SO SAD that he was so crazy.. and then she had to let him go.... and then just.. no warning.. just like Paul.
JOSS IT'S NOT COOL ANYMORE!!! DEAD PEOPLE DON'T MAKE ME HAPPY!! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ENTERTAINING US! THIS ISN'T IT!
I will take some comfort of Paul in Echo's head - mostly for many fanfic idea's it's now created. It was lovely to see Sierra and Victor so happy with their son... and lol and much love for Wash.... he's always a treat.
But I'm still SO SAD.
MOST.DEPRESSING.EPISODE.EVER!!!!!