so tired........

i can't feel my fingers
i can't feel my toes
i can feel nothing
except the rain on my nose
my fingers are rusting
my joints begin to creek
my body protests as i
get up and peek
out beyond the window
beyond my line of site
i know there must be something

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i wear a smile

i wear a laugh

on in the back stage changing heads

i am a weekday on weekends

i hate my best friends

spoken, choked up on my notes

this heart drones

as i try and act adult

but like a walkmen falls to pieces

all parts no heart

see me change, changes are no good

see me change, changes are no good

see me change

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i love this song. i am going to shank someone. at least i'm gonna have fun this evening. i will make myself have fun this evening. gah. so. colin i am going to hurt badly. his girlfriend keeps trying to add me as a friend. psh. i think not, biotch. fat, ugly, biotch. last night was pretty freakin awesome. chillaxin with my homies, eating some ( Read more... )

you are not better than me. you are not better than me. you are not better than me. you are better than me. but really, your not. i sypmathize with you, god how i feel for you. but you do not deserve this sympathy more than i. you do not deserve to call me emo, when you rant about the same things. i do not deserve to feel horrible when you are ( Read more... )

i live to let you shine ( Read more... )

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ahaha, i love it!

why does myspace hate me?

this song is hauntingly good.
it gives me the chills.

i am getting very jealous. from the simplest things.
it needs to stop.
i need a calm down pill.
a lot of them actually.

saphire droplets fall into my palms, creating a rippled image of the sky it came from. i gasp as water cascades down my hands, after being shoved
grr