Title: Don't wanna think about you.
Author: Gibdo
Pairing: Cone/Deryck
Summary: This is what you get for being with a monster
Can you leave me here alone now
I dont wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be always doin what you say
Cause I'm tryin' to get through today
And there's one thing I know
I should have known. I should have listen to Steve. I guess it's too late now. God, I made a fool of myself. Just in front of him. Everybody told me: " You shouldn't be with him, Deryck. He's not who you think he is." Of course I was too happy in my own little world to notice he was using me.
I dont wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I dont wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
this time I won't let you bring me down
'cause I know, I don't wanna think about you, don't wanna think about you
"He's just a monster." That was what Steve told me. Maybe he was but I couldn't notice anything. Some people says that the eyes are the best way to show your emotion. Then why I didn't notice any hate in his eye? Other says that it's the way someone talks to you that shows everything. He must be a spy or that fucking Splinter Cell a shit because I haven’t notice anything.
When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cause I won't wait
Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna think about you
He will never know how much I cared about him. I admit he was just using as his fuck toy or something like that. He never really wanted me and I’m sure of it. I am way too ugly for him. He always made me feel that way even if he never said it. Dave is trying to raise me against him. He thinks it worked but deep inside I know it'll never help getting over help.
Run away, run away, running as fast as I can
Run away, run away, I'll never come back here again
Run away, run away
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
You'll never know how much I miss you, Cone. And deep inside, I know you had feelings for me.
I don't wanna think about you
or think about me
Dont wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
or think about nothin'
Dont wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
'cause I know, I don't wanna think about you,
I dont wanna think about you