as proud as I am of the work I put into the musical,

I'm tired as fuck.

and I am so sore.

School yesterday 7am-9pm
School today 7am-12am
(yes today it was 17 hours... count it.)

I just hope a lot of people come.  I've worked so hard among a lot of other people.

just letting the world know that I am alive.

maybe not living.
but alive.

Down to 104 again.

and it feels great.

I dont remember the last time I wrote in here.

So... I'm still alive

Thats about the only good thing I have going for me...

COLLEEN

OH!
I get to see Emily Haines and the Soft Skeleton on Friday
yes, be jealous.

is in 18 days.

on December 31st I will be 18.

mark your planners.

is in 18 days.

on December 3st I will be 18.

mark your planners.

I can't stand living at home anymore.

My parents just informed me that they absolutely will not let me move out.

That will be my death.

who is going away to college? who will stow me away in their luggage?

I'm looking forward to a future. but its a future I hoped I would be able to start away from this place.  

I'm moving  out at the begining of June most likely.

One way or another I'll be gone.

I start college in July.

notice how I dont even regard that I still have the rest of senior year left? Yeah thats what I think about it.

my friends.  I go to  Dekalb every Thursday and hang out with awesome people.  I spend the night in Chicago every Friday to Saturday and spend time with awesome people.   I am just so happy I know the people that I know ( Read more... )

summer is coming to a close and school seems to be uncomfortably groping my every move as Wednesday draws nearer ( Read more... )