i had bad dreams last night again. i dreamed we found out that my dad was dying really fast and i freaked out because there wasn't enough time left for me to say goodbye ( Read more... )

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell YEAH ( Read more... )

i actually just would rather be anywhere but here or at home right now. can i come to the beach now? or new york? why wait for march...

nothing is working right. you name it, i've blown it.

you are the afterglow ( Read more... )

we partied last night and got a little crunk. and danced and humped and loved. kaela got sick though, along with like 93843279 other people. that goldschlager shit must do something to people. i was fine, though, stomach-wise. crazy... i took a million pictures of everyone with other people's cameras cos mine had no batteries. and my phone died. i ( Read more... )

20 minutes of class and...

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i didn't come out of my dorm room all day today except once to go to the nurse. i'm still in my pj's. i went to the nurse in them too. she gave me drugizzles for my sick body. eeeeeeeee ( Read more... )

andrew's house 2 nights in a row getting crunkadilly in the hizzy. except last night i didn't join in, but watched from afar. i got 3 drunk phone talkings, HELL YES! that made me happy. kaela and beth cracked me the hell up last night. i love them mucholy. andrew gave me a photography book! shannon gave me a pocket moleskine and a mix cd, and i ( Read more... )

we're falling apart to half time.

i wonder if really anyone loves themselves. i know i hate myself.