lachrymology

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im sitting here with my fingers twitching on the keyboard. connected to mind, they yearn to type. long to express the honesty and doubt. of me.
the intricacies i know, and the ones i have yet to discover. the ones we share. the doubt you and i share.
ofme.
keep close, i know we will.
i have a feeling, even if we dont try.

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i havent had a cigarette in 12 days ( Read more... )

almost familiar ( Read more... )

or like it was said.. to leave something behind to be remembered by others ( Read more... )

I can only hear through one side of these headphones. After tripping over them two nights ago-they broke. I'm afraid that it may cause my left ear to hear better than the right, or unevenly- so im turning them upsidedown every five minutes. I worry too much. I'm worried that i've lost inspiration forever. it's been so long since i've had any and ( Read more... )

i can hear his laughs still, as i try to drown out the voice by pushing on my headphones. im drunk. been humming this song all day while retracing my steps around this house wondering what happened to my supple frame. broke the headphones after tripping to pour another glass. found pictures from three years ago, before any of this happened. big ( Read more... )

My father was talking to me about my horoscope chart tonight ( Read more... )

Today was tender. for hidden reasons. i dont know why. As though buried feelings were encapsulated and brought to an ocean's surface. It was a day to be in love underneath the sheets. To be embraced in your sleep; to encompass your web of emotions in warm hugs. where the last thing on your mind is leaving one another to roast in bedsheets alone. it ( Read more... )