I must be making things harder than they really are. I have few things in my life that I would call complications, but those that I have are mostly of my own making. Over the years I feel like I have grown stronger and more adapt at making the things in my life make sense yet it still amazes me how easily I let things crumble to pieces. I feel ( Read more... )

This week has been a waste. I worked and worked some more and when I wasn't doing that, I was getting drunk in the basement :/ I did get my tattoo though, which I love to death. I will post pictures once the scabbing/flaky phase is over.

Today I went to my final drawing appointment with Glenn and I am so excited about getting my new tattoo! I threw out some ideas to him and he sketched this really great piece for me and I am scheduled to get in on Wednesday :)


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Dead tired at 6:23pm. Starving, but sleep seems more satisfying than food right now.
oh, i hurt!

I haven't been posting because I don't really have anything upbeat to say, really. I am sick again and we're so busy at work that I can't call in sick, so I keep going in and getting worse and worse and everyone there is sick so it's just a big vicious cycle of nastiness. And when I get home, I get to stay up alll night writing papers and hating ( Read more... )

"I abhor mankind. . . . I strongly doubt . . . whether at any moment in the day I for my part am not animated by the most vehement impulse, or caressing some black scheme, to cause harm to humankind ; there is no more execrable species. Be he powerful, then man is dangerous . . . Is he puny, weak, woebegone? then how base he is, how vile, how ( Read more... )

sometimes when I make wishes, even when I don't mean them, they come true.

At the time it seemed like a perfectly okay idea to allow Tommy to invite himself over. I had already had two rum and cokes and I was wasted and Andrea was wasted too. He comes over and he didn't receive any special attention. When Andrea went to crash 45 minutes later, we went outside and smoked one of his "Irish joints." (basically weed with ( Read more... )

Anyone going to Burning Man this year? I haven't been, but I really want to go. Anyone in?