Night number three of staying in because of the semester ending. At least I'm saving money and (hopefully) improving my chances of doing well for myself for a change. I applied at this restaurant in Bayshore yesterday, but I don't think I really want to work there. They just seemed so damn uptight. I'm scared that I got too comfortable working ( Read more... )

I made a step in the right direction today. I discussed my job situation with my aunt. She and my uncle know everyone and included in that everyone are a bunch of restaurant owners. I'm getting a new job. Goodbye Cactus, goodbye shitty paychecks. This is definitely a positive step for me right now. I know that waiting tables may not be the ( Read more... )

I found this picture of my mom and dad from before they were married. They look like they actually love each other. You would never know it now. This is what makes me lose all confidence in relationships or lose any hope in getting married and staying that way, or staying that way and being happy that way. I spoke to my dad today... first time ( Read more... )

Minus The Bear was wonderful. They played most of my favorite songs and I had chillssss. I would love to see them again. The only thing that could have made it better is if there were less bitchy girls with frizzy poodle hair complaining through the whole show. WAH WAH. Every single one had poodle hair. Or if I had someone's hand to hold. That ( Read more... )

I still feel stupid.
This is annoying.
First time I've (sort of) regretted something in a while.

Anyway, life's pretty good I guess.

I don't think I've worked this much on anything for school this entire semester. I'm still not finished but I hope I do good on my midterm/ 5 page essay/ life. I took a small break to get flash cards and a doubleshot espresso at CVS where I witnessed two separate drug deals. I wanna get outta heaaaa ( Read more... )

New life and new surroundings, please?

I think too much when I'm alone and should be doing other things. My cousin got accepted to the University of Delaware today with a $20,000 scholarship. My brother got accepted to NYU with a $20,000 scholarship. I don't feel like I will be able to measure up to the standards that they've set. I have always been jealous of my cousin's life. No ( Read more... )

Everyone in this house is so angry lately ( Read more... )

I'm confused... but, I won't say anything and I'll smile like nothing ever happened.
I'm just so good at that.

This weekend will be wonderful. I'm so excited for Cara's birthday!!11!!!!!! AH.