i wish
i couldve

seen you

wow...long weekend, we never went to the hotel i paid fuckin 20$ and like noone else paid,
and i didnt even go jasmines mom had a bad vibe about it, and the guys were being
fuckign complete ass holes to me and emily when we called for the number.

but whatever we had some samwhich bonding time <33

i got caught....i hate my dad im never ( Read more... )

a shot to k i l l the pain
a pill to d r a i n the shame
a purge to s t o p the gain
a cut to b r e a k the vein
a smoke to e a s e the crave
a drink to w i n the game
an addictions an  a d d i c t i o n
because it always hurts the same

kallah is today...i just called matt and he told me he was at the convention
im so upset its ridiculas

i miss you

im at beccas...
today was long
key aspects included
-a super sweet text msg from matty
-JIZZ'S  "dont apologize i hope you choke and die"
shirt that she made, which is actually amazing
-white rice for lunch
-coming a 1/2 hour late to 6th period cause marky
wanted me to walk down mainstreet with him to get him soda
-hardcore aerobics
-free day in orcheastra
- ( Read more... )

wow..havent updated in like 2 million years.  wow so much to say..
im at beccas, we were gonna go to the park and watch baseball
but becca decided to be a retard haha and we walked back to her house
we ate pizza...yeah thats sucide for me but wtfe idc

i came here cuase im extremly stressed out and high strung and i have so
much shit on my mind its ( Read more... )

[1] First grade teacher's name: i dont remeber *thats sad
[2] Last word you said: Hmm...
[3] Last song you sang: best of me
[4] Last person you hugged: zak
[5] Last thing you laughed at: becca making posters for jizz's "strike"
[6] Last time you said I don’t fucking remember: now cause idont rember?
[7] Last time you cried: prlly like yesterday or ( Read more... )

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you
have
no idea

how much

i miss you

.....                                    how much i love you

oh i forgot..right we arent going to the show tmrw cause according to jade
ppl are being hired from boston to come to ect and beat ppl up?hmmm id
be fucking killed. so we are all gonna go to emilys.  the plan before was to
sneak out of em's and meet the guys at jeffs, and sneak in there. that plan is
fucking busted now cause they are being assholes ( Read more... )