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Yeah, so I've totally fallen off on updating.
Megan joined the army, so I'm currently living on my own. I'm hoping to get a new apartment soon.
I started a new story yesterday about a man named Ewan MacEwan (Although his last name may change to Kilgour.) He kinda just showed up fullblown in my head. While thinking about him, I finally managed to clarify the relationship between Seline and Marcus which had been bothering me. Until recently, I thought they were mother and son when it turns out that Marcus--serious, quiet, and completely lacking in talent--turns out to be Seriona's son, that is, Seline's nephew.
Aha.
Yeah, don't worry that you didn't get it. But it means that Seline's story has yet another chapter to go through. I swear the woman is more meddlesome than anyone I've actually met. Also, I think I finally have a good mental image of Fox. For a long time I tried to make him stunningly handsome to make up for the fact that he's a notorious grump and a rather nasty man. But I think instead that aside from being tall and lean there's not much special about him.
Now, if only Roe and Dell would start making that kind of sense. The only character in that story that really stands out to me is Declan and he's supposed to be pretty minor. The story is supposed to be about the redemption of Roe through friendship and nobility. Not another story about a person who doesn't want responsibility (Seline would sooner shoot herself in the foot than take responsibility.)
Well, I've gotta take a shower and then call the lady at the apartment I'm looking at. I just need to steel my confidence. For some reason, the idea of calling her and being judged and possibly found wanting is driving me insane. I'm so afraid that I won't get it and that I'll be devastated that it's almost easier to just not ask.
Well, today is a day for growth!
Forward!
You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so great, so follow me down and just...
Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a hypocrite
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it all
Megan joined the army, so I'm currently living on my own. I'm hoping to get a new apartment soon.
I started a new story yesterday about a man named Ewan MacEwan (Although his last name may change to Kilgour.) He kinda just showed up fullblown in my head. While thinking about him, I finally managed to clarify the relationship between Seline and Marcus which had been bothering me. Until recently, I thought they were mother and son when it turns out that Marcus--serious, quiet, and completely lacking in talent--turns out to be Seriona's son, that is, Seline's nephew.
Aha.
Yeah, don't worry that you didn't get it. But it means that Seline's story has yet another chapter to go through. I swear the woman is more meddlesome than anyone I've actually met. Also, I think I finally have a good mental image of Fox. For a long time I tried to make him stunningly handsome to make up for the fact that he's a notorious grump and a rather nasty man. But I think instead that aside from being tall and lean there's not much special about him.
Now, if only Roe and Dell would start making that kind of sense. The only character in that story that really stands out to me is Declan and he's supposed to be pretty minor. The story is supposed to be about the redemption of Roe through friendship and nobility. Not another story about a person who doesn't want responsibility (Seline would sooner shoot herself in the foot than take responsibility.)
Well, I've gotta take a shower and then call the lady at the apartment I'm looking at. I just need to steel my confidence. For some reason, the idea of calling her and being judged and possibly found wanting is driving me insane. I'm so afraid that I won't get it and that I'll be devastated that it's almost easier to just not ask.
Well, today is a day for growth!
Forward!
You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're coming up with reasons
Good god, you're dragging it out
Good god, it's the changing of the seasons
It feels so great, so follow me down and just...
Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a hypocrite
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it all