Gross,school. I never realized how numb I made myself over summer, forgetting everything that once ruled my life, only to come back to it again. I never realized how numb I made myself to all these changes that are ocurring. I tried to avoid them and of course they're catching up with me. I know I have friends and everything but sometimes I just ( Read more... )

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I don't know whether I threw up this morning because I'm sick or because I'm scared. I seriously contemplated suicide because it's the only way you can escape time. I think I'm having a mid-summer crisis. Katie is moving away, I'm going to have to be driving soon. I'm so scared, I don't want to grow up. If only time could stop and I could bask in ( Read more... )

I think our system is fucked up when they keep people or animals alive to see people before they go. I believe the state that they keep them in before they die is one of the most tragic things to see. Why would any want to see their cat, coughing, glossy eyed and not even able to hold their head up? I sure wish I hadn't gone...

it's weird...the other day, just seeing flesh ripped open made me feel sick, and brought up bad memories, but if i were to see it now, i could care less. I don't know what's wrong with me.
( if you still believe in butterflies,smiles,and rainbows )

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Weird ( Read more... )

What Pink Floyd Song Are You?
Have A Cigar
You are successful and destined for great things. You rely heavily on teamwork. Keep up the good work.

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<3, Alex