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[_purple_star_]

ok so i havent updated in like..2 weeks..great..i started to lastr week but then didnt have time to finish and so on but umm nothin too important happend last week..john left friday..he finished drivers ed and stuff and then i helped carrie and kyle pack some stuff and then he left for indianapolis saturday mornin and called all day to tell me

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...okay..

[prncesscaitlin]

you didn't know who to call and you only could think of one person? rachel...do you not remember the many many manyyy times we sat on the phoine and bawled our eyes out? just bnecuase you aren't here doesn't make it any different. i thought you knew that..i am always here for you no matter what happens between us. one phone call that can update me on everyyy freakin thing would be aweosme even if it ended in you needing to cry or complain to someone. even a phonecall that didn't give me an update would be great to. you know i am here...well...atleast..i tohught you did...<3

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[_purple_star_]

i actually did think about callin you whether you believe me or not but i didnt wanna make it weird or bug you or whatever..i havent talked to you on the phone since i called you from drivers ed in september..i duno

Re: ...okay..

[prncesscaitlin]

well i mean..i just thought you knew that even if you thought about it you could have..it doesn't matter how many times we have talked because we are never ever home at the same time. so its practically impossible to do so...i just thought you knew you had me to count on..i just want you to know i am here..thats all..<3

[_t1nk3rbell_]

you can call me too!!! yay!!! ((i want to sound happier to make you and john happy but i can see it's not working so..yea...but caaaall please dear god call!!))