this mornin i got up early and we took joel to 3rd lair for his lesson and i drove and we got my dad and he dropped us at my moms office and my mom and i worked til like...3 then we went to sandys and ate..yummyyy then took my dad and joel home and we went to get nathan and i saw some guys from my school..they seemed to at least recognize me but i ( Read more... )

this mornin i showered and stuff then cleaned my room..kinda..i made progress and then i went to babysitt and it was just bella but she cried like..the entire time..it kinda sucked..kristen got back around 6 and i got 25 bucks..not too bad..it was only 3 and a half hours..so..8 bucks an hour..then i came home and i thought we were goin out to eat ( Read more... )

i called to make an appointment with the counselor to change my schedule but i cant make one until monday so..ill call back monday then i jus did laundry and stuff and i did pilates for the first time in forever but im gona start doin it again cause i duno..its good for me i guess and the camera came today..it came with a printer too..john said he ( Read more... )

layed out for a little while then came back and then went back out and bryans dad was there and you could tell he was drunk and i got scared that everybody was gona leave and i was gona be by myself with him so i left then when my parents got home he came over to talk to my dad..my dad is gettin way too involved in this whole thing and hes on the ( Read more... )

i woke up with that feeling like i forgot somethin or somethin was missing..i think i know what the somethin is..i gettin more worried hes not comin back everyday..i duno then i showered and stuff and it rained like there was not tomorrow so i called john cause i was freakin out a little..i hate thunder and then joel got all out of control and it ( Read more... )

ive been sick all day..then my mommy got home and gave me medicine and i was better..it was a miracle and she told me that bryans dad has been drinking since he got out of rehab and that donna kicked him out..i kinda know how bryan feels though..ive been there..i duno..i dont particularly like him but i feel bad..i know it sucks..a lot..i talked to ( Read more... )

this mornin we went to the mall to get joel a haircut and then went and got my dad and took joel and bryan to 3rd lair cept there was a competition so they couldnt really skate til it was over..so they stayed til 6 and we went to eat then took my dad and nathan home and my mom and me were gona go to the mall but we had to pick up joel and bryan so ( Read more... )

my mom came and got us around 12:30 and we went to the mall then to buccas for a late lunch..pretty fun..then i had to babysitt at 4 and i thought i was gona be there until 10:30 cause when she first told me she said 7 to 10:30 and then she called earlier today and asked if i could come earlier and i guess i thought she meant earlier and stay til ( Read more... )

ok..i dont know whats wrong with me..nathan and joel made friends up here..hell they actually kept in touch with their friends in memphis..they talk to them on the phone all the time..but i somehow got the short straw..i hardly ever talk to anybody in memphis if at all and i made practically no friends here..i have john..thats it and i have no ( Read more... )

woowwww...umm tuesday john found out from his mom that his grama bought him a ticket and so yea..i was in shock practically all day then yesterday umm it was a little better cept he packed all day so it was sad then when my mom got home she took us to the mall so he could get a haircut and stuff then he packed some more at night..and then we cried ( Read more... )