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i was talking about college again today, and it got me thinking. this is long guys.
okay so stuff has changed. and pretty soon, more stuff will change. i dont really like change that much, especially since its taking my friends away. my friends are going to college. it sucks man, it sucks. i have the summer with them, and then the first day of school next year, they're not there. i mean, there's gonna be no meeting everyone at the wall, and no seeing doug at krista's locker after 3rd. the school store will not be the same. everyone thinks about the big things, yes, they'll be in college far away, and yes they won't be here anymore. but did anyone really think about the little things? like i won't be able to go to the movies with you anymore. i wont drive by dunkin donuts after prom, and see you guys hanging out there. i wont be able to call you randomly and see what your plans are for tonight. there will be no last-minute plan making, cuz you won't be there. graduation really doesnt change anything cuz i'll still see everyone over the summer. it'll be the first day of my senior year. my senior year..GOD!! there are 2 people i wanna share my senior year with. doug will be at slippery rock. but i'll have jackie, thank the lord. its just hard, you know? cuz like now i'm regretting stuff i did. like when i was at home bored, too lazy to call anyone. now i'm thinking, "why the hell didnt you call anyone, they're gonna be leaving soon!" theres so much time i wasted that i could've been hanging out with everyone thats leaving. to everyone going to college: i am going to miss you all so much. but especially dougggg. oh man, thats pretty much gonna suck. i've been preparing neil for the long road trips that jackie and i plan to make. i already told my mom that we were going to pennsylvania alot. screw trips to california, slippery rock is where i want to be. :) i'm just nervous i guess. i dont want relationships to change. i dont wanna lose friendships because of college. damn college. damn me and jack not being seniors this year.. i plan to make this the best summer ever. lots of road trips, lots of beach, lots of 6 flags, lots of jack, pat, and doug. lots of everyone. i just need to know in advance if we're road trippin it, so i can take it off of work. i love all you guys. again, someone up there loves me for giving me my best friend ever. we already planned out our life together, and it will never ever change. friends since we were kids, and our kids will be bfffl. <3 jack <3.
okay so stuff has changed. and pretty soon, more stuff will change. i dont really like change that much, especially since its taking my friends away. my friends are going to college. it sucks man, it sucks. i have the summer with them, and then the first day of school next year, they're not there. i mean, there's gonna be no meeting everyone at the wall, and no seeing doug at krista's locker after 3rd. the school store will not be the same. everyone thinks about the big things, yes, they'll be in college far away, and yes they won't be here anymore. but did anyone really think about the little things? like i won't be able to go to the movies with you anymore. i wont drive by dunkin donuts after prom, and see you guys hanging out there. i wont be able to call you randomly and see what your plans are for tonight. there will be no last-minute plan making, cuz you won't be there. graduation really doesnt change anything cuz i'll still see everyone over the summer. it'll be the first day of my senior year. my senior year..GOD!! there are 2 people i wanna share my senior year with. doug will be at slippery rock. but i'll have jackie, thank the lord. its just hard, you know? cuz like now i'm regretting stuff i did. like when i was at home bored, too lazy to call anyone. now i'm thinking, "why the hell didnt you call anyone, they're gonna be leaving soon!" theres so much time i wasted that i could've been hanging out with everyone thats leaving. to everyone going to college: i am going to miss you all so much. but especially dougggg. oh man, thats pretty much gonna suck. i've been preparing neil for the long road trips that jackie and i plan to make. i already told my mom that we were going to pennsylvania alot. screw trips to california, slippery rock is where i want to be. :) i'm just nervous i guess. i dont want relationships to change. i dont wanna lose friendships because of college. damn college. damn me and jack not being seniors this year.. i plan to make this the best summer ever. lots of road trips, lots of beach, lots of 6 flags, lots of jack, pat, and doug. lots of everyone. i just need to know in advance if we're road trippin it, so i can take it off of work. i love all you guys. again, someone up there loves me for giving me my best friend ever. we already planned out our life together, and it will never ever change. friends since we were kids, and our kids will be bfffl. <3 jack <3.