So life is going pretty good. Work still sucks, but other things are making life better. For one I found a place to live next year, finally. Me and Ellie decided to live together and break from the group, we fund something within 24 hrs thats really close to campus, off high, and is really cool. Our front yard will be perfect for picnics and BBQ's ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated with EVERYTHING. I just want to scream. People, work, finding a house, doing ALL the work, not going out, feeling like I have no friends, having no one I can really talk to, always being let down in one way or another.  Can I please just go and be someone else right now, maybe in another country, speaking another langauge.

Okay so I liked summer for about 2 days maybe 3 at most.  What is with me? Summer isnt supposed to be like this. At least none of the summers I've ever experienced have been.  Where are all the fun hot summer days chilling with friends, the cool summer nights where we drive around listening to loud music while we figure out what to do. Where are ( Read more... )

why am I so depressed?

So as I am lying in my bed the first night I'm home, all I can think about is how:

This bed is too big, its not hard enough, its too soft, the pillows are right, Its way too dark in this room, and its also too square, the ceiling too low as I seem to be becoming claustrophobic. There is no outside noise, unless you count the crickets (when was the ( Read more... )

Mono sucks balls. BIG ONES.

Honestly, mono+strep+finals+packing=everything I could ever have wished for.

Sometimes Im just amazed at how lucky I am.

here are the amazing people I've meet this year, that have unknowingly changed my life in some way.


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Okay so my christmas was okay, we opened presents early for no reason. I got a new digicam, Powershot 600. I pretty much love it. Went to Brian's party the other night, havent really done anything since sadly, pics:


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someone tped my house last night, im trying to figure out if it was any of my friends. Im not mad, its just last time I checked we werent in middle school. yaaaahhh.