things arent any easier these days.. I feal directionless. I want to have my own place and my own life back.

somebody better mother fucking shoot me because im sick to death of everything.

okay well I dont know if I updated the fact that I got an appt. on my birthday. that was really kool I think im going to call my uncle tim and ask him if he can send me my books for my birthday, and then im going to call my adoptive mom and see if she can send me the rest of my clothes.... I need sheets for my bed and my dumb mom isnt answering the

Good morning wisconsin, Okay so I didnt mention all the shitty things about brain like hes selfish and hes going to rot becuase hes immature. he's gonna get nowhere fast. ^.^ but I'm glad i've made other friends and im gonna become more then he's let himself. I wish that he wouldnt choose to do this on his own but hes going too. it makes me sad ( Read more... )

Hello everybody... Hmm Im not sure what to write an update about... uh I got a job.. my uncles senmding the money to my moms house for me to pick up it takes an out of state check a week to clear though... >.< Fuck me I cant type right now I guess its been a while for me losing those skills I guess. bleh okay I'm dont because I dont really have ( Read more... )

Okay so today has been long and maybe even dull. Why you might ask me? Because Im freaking bored lonely sad and maybe even fealing a tad bit... hmm would you say.... out of place. I dont feal like I have any direction anymore, I have no real goals and nothing that gives me a true sense of happiness.... Maybe I should claify as to the reasons that I ( Read more... )

OK, Hmm My day was a little on the dull side. I went to work cleaned 17 rooms got off at 1 and now I'm at work force playing on the computer for a little bit I think I'm going to try and call my uncle tim and see if he's at home and have him send the check to my appartment. Ugh... I feal like a little kid trying to play grown up.

I've been living in wisconsin now for about two months maybe 2 and a half. My luck has seemed to well.... forget about me so I've been rather unlucky but blessed none the less. IN july my mother threw me out because her husband didnt want me there. He said that I added to much stress to the family. I went to stay with my boy friends mother who ( Read more... )

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