So My mother threw me out of the house, Im living in my car and now she is putting out a GTA For me how sad? Yeah I thought so. Anyways, I feal like My hearts been ripped out of my cheast owww... yeah....

Lately, I can't stop critisizing myself and the choices I make. I cant seem to stop being angry and the person that I am. I wish I could just settle down accept the fact that im a freak and like it for christs sake ( Read more... )

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I wish I could be around as often as I wanted but life doesnt seem to ever go my way. I miss being online the way I used to be but with a job and no internet at home it kinda makes things difficult. two days ago someone stole my wallet and I just cashed my check.... $160 dollars. I get paid weekly so dont laugh if you think its a small amount to ( Read more... )

I feel lonely not being allowed to while away my hours chat all of you people up. Well anyhow Ive been thinking alot lately and have come to the conclusion that I think way to much and Im to serious so if I can manage keeping my thoughts to myself nobody will be the wiser and wont be so.... depressed by me and what I say or do... I dont know maybe ( Read more... )

Ok, I saw my friend whom I haven't seen in about five or six months I spent the night at her house and didnt sleep a wink but I never really sleep do I? -sighs- Im sad kinda I miss my life and my friends and I always feel that somehow I fall out of the loop that im excluded that there is something wrong with me and I can never fix it... nothing can ( Read more... )

I thought I should take a wave and say hello and maybe give you an uber deluxe update on my extremely lonely and depressing life, thought if I just left it at that I think that would be enough to suffice as a in depth descitiption of whats going on but I dont think anybody would really appreciate such a short and sweet explaination. Hey I can't ( Read more... )

Hi, I dont know if anybody has wonderd whats happend to me since I graduated on the 13th of friday from canyon high school... Of course if you know me you know that I live in california and only came back home to live with my mom on april third. Of late I have gotten a job started college and purchased a brand new toyota tacoma with my mothers ( Read more... )

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