Enjoying food
Feeling normal
Being able to walk more than a few steps without passing out
Cleaning/laundry/house duties
Drinking juice
Showers
Having a semi-normal digestive tract
Leaving the house
Driving
Cooking
Being normal

I'm 14 weeks and in my second trimester, so why why why isn't this nausea going away? If I have another six months of nausea I might just punch someone square in the nose. Seriously.

I wonder how many times I'll have to go to the hospital during this pregnancy. I was admitted for the first time Thursday. I have kidney stones. I passed one of them, but there's another one just waiting in there. It was the worst pain ever. I'm pretty sure childbirth will be a breeze after passing that thing ( Read more... )

Today I had to go to the emergency room. I've lost 20 pounds now. It was a crappy day overall, really. I found out I have a bladder infection and my doctors office forgot to call the antibiotic in. I also almost passed out in public. But some good things happened ( Read more... )

I feel like I should be a drug dog, honestly. My sense of smell is so sharp right now. Too sharp. In my sleep I can smell the litter box three rooms away and the fact that it's a just a day or two over due for a cleaning. It woke me up out of a dead sleep. Not only that our alarm clock which honestly is waaayy too bright and of course put in a ( Read more... )

I got prescribed two different medicines for anxiety yesterday... I was anxious the entire appointment and wanted to cancel before I went. lol ( Read more... )

Yesterday at 87 a man I'd come to know and love died. He was my grandfather-in-law, but really I never saw it like that. The way I saw it he was just a grandpa I had gotten at almost 20 instead of birth. He was a kind, funny, and warm man. He loved Dunkin' Donuts, Olive Garden, and his tiny dog Brandy (she's a Chihuahua.) In some ways I thought ( Read more... )

It's so weird that today I was thinking about older songs I used to love and stumbled upon Blue October's Into the Ocean. It's so funny how all the lyrics relate to me in this past year and a half. I can even relate to "The loss of her, the one I love" as basically the old me. Ugh, I just wanted to share this so the lovely video link is below. =] I ( Read more... )

For whatever reason the Gods must hate me right now. I literally am scared to death to go outside. If there was a fire, I'd probably choose to burn in it. Srsly ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about doing something similar to NanoWrimo pretty soon. Except I'm not going to give myself a word count, or limit on time. I have this crazy idea on how to base a story. I think it'd be good to have a creative outlet. So... you guys need to let me know what you think of the idea I stumbled upon ( Read more... )