Life has been extremely bizarre lately. Bad bizarre. But right now I am really really hopeful about a number of things. yayy!

• I have made up my mind to tell my dad the truth, most of the time.
• Penny may come home soon.
• Danielle's long-awaited birthday.
• Shelley's Birthday.

Okay so maybe that's not that much but I really want things to be great, and ( Read more... )

It is better to have an open enemy then a false friend.

Those words ring true todayy. God people really know not what they do.. Sorry I am in such a cliche quote mood, I have been reading this inspirational quote/maxim book all day. But, really Ahh.

This morning when I got to school everyone thought I was on drugs because I was so happy and ( Read more... )

Don't you love the days that you can look around, and you aren't really that sad, and you aren't really that mad? And you think, maybe this means I am one step closer to happy?

I don't know. Today was cool. It wasn't great or anything. It was just.. alright. And I guess that sometimes that is not half bad.

I might even do homework.. Ohhh shit.

Just fucking rot and die...

Hey, so this is an obnoxious lyrics post, but the beauty of it is that you don't HAVE to click the link.

( Wish I didn't have to pretend that when I'm talking to the floor I'm talking to you... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||||| 74% Schizoid |||||||||||| 42% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 70% Antisocial |||| 14% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissistic |||||||||||| 46% Avoidant |||||||||||| 50% Dependent |||||||||||||||| 66% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| ( Read more... )

I've been so godamn sick lately and I really don't even feel like updating so I am just fucking with my backround and stuff.
Therapy was nice today, though I am really not looking forward to school tommarow or my future in general, lol.

And this is what you get for asking questions...

I am so confused about everything.
And people are mad at me for being confused
What the hell is that?
People have a way of makeing me feel guilty for things I didn't do, or for things that they did.
I don't know how it's possible, but it is. I felt a LITTLE better today. But everything inside my mind is still hectic
I tried to ignore the dare I say ( Read more... )

Daddy was ashamed.
Disgrace the family name
He was somethin.
I've got nothing left to prove
If I die before I wake
Hope I don't come back a slave.

MY MOM IS A FUCKING BITCH.

HI MOM, HOPE YOU READ THIS. ; D.

Yeaaah.