it's been forever since ive updated this journal and i stil think the layout is the most adorable thing ever. i was reading over my past entry and i feel so materialistic. that was such a long time ago too. i guess i've changed since then too. whateverrrr. no one's gonna read it and i probly won't update this for another 8 months. plus i have a ( Read more... )

so the thing didn't work out. sam said that we should just do it some other time because like.. no one was gonna have an easy time getting out to his house on one hundred and fucking sixth. plus we couldn't exactly get ahold of john.. i really wanted to see everyone annnd i cried, but hey im a wimp! so it's acceptable. i was just really looking ( Read more... )

OKAY. im alive. ish! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY<33 i love you guys you're so sweet! so yeah, SA ended a couple weeks ago.. dammit i miss everyone so bad. especially john. rofl yeah seriously i've cried about it. one day i couldn't stop crying at all.. i mean, i'd be okay for a couple hours and then it'd all get to me again. ( Read more... )

hannah just left. oh yeah TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY. mhm. john<33, morgan, natalie, sam, hannah, elliot, and darin. darin wasn't invited originally but he's so damn funny that we let him stay. hes more of friends with my brother than me but hey whatever. and this girl elizabeth came and.. well. i dont know her all that well she was just kinda like, im ( Read more... )

k well i changed my journal! finally. and i have to say i REALLY like it. i think it's cute but HEY thats just me! i didn't really know what to do about an icon, but i hope i spelled bubblicious right? lol. if there is a certain way. im gonna change the css soon, because it's pissing me off really bad right now. so just be patient, i procrastinate ( Read more... )

k well it's over. proud to say it too. only thing is.. i was right. i can barely talk to hunner now without him getting on my nerves. i have to admit something though, and i knew this would happen too. i was over at marg's this weekend and her friends alli and rachel came over. and i guess we talk about him a lot or something? so rachel wants to ( Read more... )

DUDE ok. just spent like two hours catching up on lj. jesus i've been so behind. i commented more though annd stuff. :/ a lot has happened i guess... im just gonna be short.
i didn't like kenneth as much as i thought i did. and im glad.. him and lauren are going out and im happy for them. i hope it lasts. kinda sucks tho, cuz kenken isn't going to ( Read more... )

kenneth is going to prom with lauren.

ack. i hate how she can have anyone she wants. tonight i went to the guys baseball game(<3. hott.) with loren. i got to see kenneth in his baseball uniform. kk he's hott but he doesn't look as good as ben and john. god they're finne. moving on. so we flirted and shit ;) and stuff happened. and stuff. so tonight.. i found out that lauren might like ( Read more... )

(sigh) wow. k. tonight was fun! everyone came over, my cake kicked ass. it was realllyy ugly. but my ho aly ate like 2 huge pieces<3. then we went out and played on our hammock. and then we went down to blockbuster and rented romeo + juliet. GOD i love that movie so much. and then it was kinda late so lo and aly went home but hunner stayed a while ( Read more... )