...but at least I'm doing it, right?

Samuel is one today ( Read more... )

Rar, Johnny~

Howdy folks. I don't write often, but I wanted to announce that the little guy will be turning one on August 7th. For those of you who wish it (it's not expected) I'd happily take donations/gifts as this year is pretty tight with the fight still for these damn medical bills ( Read more... )

I made a Facebook account. I'm Nicola Murray, if anyone would care to add me. Minnesota (St Paul) is the location.

This Livejournal is basically dead. I figure people stopped reading it so decided not to worry so much about informing everyone of my boring life on a weekly basis ( Read more... )

...can this boy take a picture.

Samuel Pictures.So. 'What's been going on in the life of Rai?', you may never ask. Well, I'll tell you anyway ( Read more... )

It seems I can't really do or say anything right lately. Just as I was starting to come out of it, things just folded again and I feel like a waste of earthly space.

Ah, sweet depression. If there's one thing you've taught me it's that I can't seem to live without you for long...

I'm slowly managing to climb out of this depressive pit. Yesterday it came to a head. I didn't really feel like doing anything and didn't want to talk to John about how I was feeling. About 2 hours of discussion later, and we're finally discussing what things are wrong ( Read more... )

Probably letting the little things get to me too much at the moment. There's a distinct feeling of anger inside, not toward anything or anyone, just the feeling itself, I guess, waiting...waiting for someone or something to come out at.

Sometimes I wish the past didn't have as many bad memories as it did.

This kid is growing like a weed. I need weed killer that doesn't kill, just stunts growth. Where did my baby go ( Read more... )