is it normal/okay to be overwhelmed with projects? i know i am supposed to be ( Read more... )

then i hear someone behind me in class say that they want to go to school for business. BUSINESS. i want to turn around and save him. doesn't he know where he is? we're embarking on a field of dreams and we can do whatever we want. what happened to the visionary-the poet, the painter...the diplomat? i detest a white-collar death sentence. who could ( Read more... )

jon is pleased with my ambitions while my parents are-well, a little less pleased, but supportive nonetheless. he tells me about the woman he plans to meet from the internet and then makes this analogy: "people are like onions. they have layers-and you might think you know someone but you don't until you peel the layers away." in my head i am ( Read more... )

fakefake frenchh: are you fucking kidding me ( Read more... )

so temple offered me ten thousand...definitely possible

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today is dr. seuss day! and i just made green eggs and tofurkey ham to celebrate. i wonder if, i should not have eaten them...wouldn't that be in the spirit of theodore geisel than otherwise...hm.

&& updating from my new room, finally. had to watch the cable guy come give me sweet internet yesterday afternoon. i have work soon; i'm gona clean up and watch fear and loathing until then.

some days we are so in love; other days we are so bitter. you want to walk five steps ahead of me and want to have something to say-something worthwhile that'd keep you at my side. i guess that is why i can never keep anyone, because there is nothing. because when i am so overwhelmed with contradicting thoughts that make me want to jump out of my ( Read more... )

friday i pick up mike from the belmar train station and amanda calls me. "I AM HOME. COME SEE ME." i feel guilty pulling on the end of the joint before i go to see her, then i feel nervous turning onto her street. "mike, i have butterflies. is that 'gay'? i don't care." and long enthusiastic shrieks/i've never run so fast in my whole life as i see ( Read more... )