AND ALL THOES TIMES YOU PROMISED ME IT WOULD WORK OUT IN THE END.
YOU WERE GRAVELY MISTAKEN.

So... i have been thinking about this for a few weeks, and after one of  my bestfriends lied to me, and confronted her beliefs with a   bunch of people she didnt even know instead of tellign me what she thought....im a little stressed. I didnt get much sleep ( Read more... )

 How could i have been so blind??

I dont feel sorry for myself or for anyone.

Last entry i was a little upset. I got over it. if you were included in the last entry. dont feel too important. I stopped caring...i dont feel sorry.
And as far as ex-boyfriends go. haha. well, lets just say i dont have any dought in my mind that im completly and truly astonished how i could care so ( Read more... )

I really miss my dad. I just, feel like a really really shitty daughter. he never really did anything to me. why am i so horriable? why do i always have to be a stubborn fucking bitch ( Read more... )

Note to self: I miss you terriably
And im sick of this scene.

I think im finally in control of my life. Mabye finally isnt the correct term to use...whatever it is, i dought its a good thing. I realize how dependent i am on my family. I dont like that feeling. I love my family but now that im getting older and taking on more responsibilities then i ( Read more... )

YOU SAID YOU SAID YOU SAID
THIS TIME WAS GUNNA BE DIFFERENT.

WELL, YOU LIED.

Lately I'v been hanging out with dorothy, Traivs jones, and his little brother,matt ( who thinks im hott..ick.) and then the other day with ronda and lauren<3. Its been fun. Iv been pretty content, except everyone around me isnt doing so great. Traivs is most likily moving to ( Read more... )

This weekend was fun.
I went to carpenders falls with a few people and then went back for one last night with Al before he left. 
After that I went camping with my dad and eric and evie...we did the whole canoe/hicking/cooking over the fire scene. It wasnt allt hat bad and I actually enjoyed the heat untilI think I got a little too much because I ( Read more... )

I'v Fallen in love with him again....
and I'v never been happier.

I know I passed all my tests.
This weekend was the shit.
Dorothy&Ronda=bestfriends.
Camping for the rest of the weekend...
Test on tuesday....
SUMMER.

7 months.........

You're playing with the mind of the craziest kind.
Telling me how much you love me when I know that you're lying.
You must be snorting lines if you think that I'm crying
You're manipulating, backstabbing, cold, and kaniving
I went from last to first but this is first to last
I'm the major league playa you can kiss my ass.

Last night was a fucking ( Read more... )

I'veNeverBeenThisSweptAway.

Friday was the last day of school. I hung out with my giirl, Dorothy. this summer is going to be a BlAsT. Then I picked up AjE* and we went to the mall. I beat him in air hockey,Racing, and the bowling thing. But he deff got me on the shooting game.mm then we went to parkers and met up woth DJ,Kate,Scott,and Dean(ew.)I ( Read more... )