fifty three dollars worth of fireworks. all right. birthday plans (monday) are slowly shaping up.

last night jake informed that his girlfriend did not like me. I am a "bad influence," and "the opposite of jake's type," which he describes as "short... sweet girls."

AM I THE OPPOSITE OF SWEET?

what do people do on saturdays? I've been inside all day.

last night we played MASH.

last night I revealed two things to everyone:
1: the source of my power is my hair, and
2: my fatal flaw is that I fuck everything upI'm just a regular girl who has to obsess over every single phrase uttered ( Read more... )

so I decided not to go to california and to save my tickets to go somewhere else. why? because you can always count on merritt to make the worst, most self-destructive decisions ever! when I asked my dad what was wrong with my decision to not go, he replied "well nothing, except that you are going to disappoint EVERYONE," but I really only ( Read more... )

wait? what?

you say you want to add me on myspace.com? well, gee, ok.

http://www.myspace.com/18061897

if you're going to listen to music that quietly, can't you just turn it off? I hate hearing little tinny drum beats and shit and the whine of the awful singer oh god make it stoppppp

so within the span of two hours monday night, I went from "gee, I think I may have a tickly throat" to feeling like I was about to die. while my nose isn't stuffed up at all, my sinuses are completely filled. my eyes hurt to move. my cheeks are tender. days are fine, but when I try to go to sleep it just doesn't happen. I woke up every two hours ( Read more... )

I'm unsure why I think iron & wine "grey stables" sound like pure sex, but I do.

maybe because they lyrics are like

laid, shameless in the sin
my lady with her porcelain and her
weightless
face, pleasing everyone

I think girls have this thing that when they get stressed out, they cut their own hair. I suppose if you are a rich girl you can get a stylist to do it for you. I suppose if you are a trusting girl, you get your friend to do it. but I am not really either, so tonight I took it upon myself to make myself feel better via a pair of scissors and a comb ( Read more... )

things I've suddenly had the urge to purchase ( Read more... )

the first half of tonight was fun! just how I wanted it to be. laid back. pizza! I expected this to be followed by a typical friday night after the cake concert. no, didn't happen. I did see the two encores at the cake concert from outside. so that's good. I did get to walk around with lanekim like four times back and forth all over campus. but was there ( Read more... )