ok last night me and one of my roomates, Amber, and some other people went to the bowling for soup concert last night, it was awesome! but the even better part was before we went to the concert, like on our way me and Amber went out looking for mardigraw beads n condoms. we suceeded in getting beads...and not the way you think but we only got one ( Read more... )

so today was a lot easier to deal with then i thought it would be. i figured i'd be moping around all day and holding back tears, letting them slip on occasion. i it wasn't like that at all. i'm glad i had a full day to keep me busy and my mind off things. it was the first day in a long time that made it through a whole day without being down and ( Read more... )

The world is going to give us a million reasons why this won't work, but all we need is ONE good reason why it will

i have one and it's love

ok so i have an awesome new layout thanks to the wonderful patricia! everyone check it out n tell me what you think

about that last entry...just kidding haha

so i want to kiss him again, but i have a feeling that if i do, it'll just make it that much harder when we have to leave

if little kids intuition is right, then i've just been told who i'm going to marry

so i feel like my whole world is crashing down around me all of a sudden. things were going good and now they're just...not. i knew when i was getting into these situations that neither would work out, but now that i've had it confirmed in both, it really sucks. i feel so empty, so lonely. and everything goes bad because i'm going to college what ( Read more... )

so i went to youth group tonight n John was talking about forgetting all the insignificant things in life n just worrying about what's most important to you in the long run. of course he was talking about God, n that was significant in itself, but it put a greater emphasis on what i'm already missing. there was a point when i almost started balling ( Read more... )

omg i am so pissed off. i hate being called and accused and yelled at for something i didn't do/isn't my fault. and then when i tell you over and over again that i work from 7-9 everyday but u still call me between those times n u still call my cell when i told u it doesn't work then yell at me for not calling you back. that's just bull, then when ( Read more... )