i'm not sure what to think anymore. my brain is beyond insanity and i'm more confused than i've ever been before. i wish i had an answer... but what do you know? i don't. i want fifty different things all at once, but nothing seems to be right. i guess i need a break from life.

~PJZ~

Morning comes
And thoughts of late last night
Are quickly forgotten
Convictions come, almost as easily
As the events that brought them
Will I ever be good enough for you again?
Will I have to pay for my mistakes forever?
Hurts the most when I hear your voice
At night in my dreams
To realize that, that I couldn't have you
It hurts so much to believe
I lie ( Read more... )

i really miss brandon. more than i've ever missed him before. my parents couldn't be happier that we're not together. life is really depressing right now. i pretty much cry every night, hoping that in the morning when i wake up things will be back to the way they used to be. god i miss him. he's all that i can think about right now and probably for ( Read more... )

Life is sucky, but good at the same time. Figuring some stuff out. Could use a hug. Love all of you.
Specially you!!!
~PJZ~

~Hello everyone~

So pretty much I haven't written in this thing in forever. But I'm back to say hi to everyone that might possibly miss me! So what's up? I'm done with classes for the day. But I guess that's what happens when you start at 8:00 in the morning. I don't mind it though. I'm kinda disappointed that I didn't get to see you this weekend ( Read more... )

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Ok... I did another one because I'm a dork... but I'm getting good ones!!!

So today's finals went very well. I had my IAH today and I knew everything but one question. So hopefully that means that I did good!!! Ummm the organic chemistry on the other hand I don't have a good feeling about it and I studied for about 3 days straight. What the fuck? Who makes an exam that hard? Damn you Dr. Chang. OOO... but I did get a 4.0 ( Read more... )

Hey there guys! I just woke up and I'm sitting here writing. How exciting! Well it's snowing outside... and I'm half excited and half not. I CAN'T SUNTAN! But hey that's cool I guess. Otherwise I'm pumped for the possibility that we might, just might have a white Christmas this year.

Yesterday was so much fun. I finally got out to do something ( Read more... )

Hey guys! So what's new with everyone? Jessica (the roommate) and I just cleaned the room and sorted everything out and it looks great. And I'm in such a good mood right now. I love this!!!

Well tonight Jessica, Miranda, and I are going to dinner and to see Ocean's 12. Looks like a really good movie. The first one was awesome so I'm really pumped ( Read more... )

So pretty much I'm studying for finals. Not much else to say besides that. Hopefully my fish haven't gone belly up being at home!! Well have a good one and I'll back in the ROC on Wed Dec 15 i guess.
Bye for now!
-PJZ XOXOXOXOXO