tomorrow is my last final--then i'm out of school till next fall. heck yes.

i hate the hospital. its the creepiest place ever. && the doctors in the ER suck at life. i'm glad i'm feeling better, but i still don't know whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

i really wish i had at least one day completely off a week. i hate having to go from work to school, from work to student teaching. i am totally burnt out. i just want to spend an entire day laying in bed and watching movies. and it would be even better if thomas was there. yep, that would be nice ( Read more... )

i'm cleaning out my room. that is my goal for this week. i'm finally getting rid of a lot of junk that i should of got rid of a long time ago. i also took my desk out of my room, so theres a lot more space in here now. i like it. i needed some change. i also died my hair again. its back dark. i wasnt feeling the pink and blonde anymore. tom built ( Read more... )

i've been feeling disappointed in myself lately because i know i could of done so much better in school this semester. i totally slacked off, and it sucks because i paid to do it. i'm not moving to cleveland anymore because there is no way that i could ever afford it. at least not at this time in my life. i've been pretty much a wreck up until now ( Read more... )

happy, most days.

i need to get out of here. who wants to move with me,seriously?
im back in school, which is okay i guess. i just need some self motivation. i dread waking up..i never want to get out of bed. plus i need some actual study habits. i havent opened a (school) book in monthes. i've just been really down i guess.

i just dont know what to do.

i'm pretty much broke again. i wish the holidays were over ( Read more... )

today was such a fucking waste. i seriously was two seconds away from just walking out of my job. someone needs to hook me up with a job that will pay me lots of money and not treat me like crap. that would be amazing ( Read more... )

i feel confused about a lot of things.
i have no motivation.
i feel like im living the same day over and over.
i think i need to get out of this state.