well well well...i tried updating the other day but it didnt work out...i dont like the way things are goin right now but hey cant be helped right? well watever i could give two shits and a fuck less about it anymore...it feels like its been such a long time for everything, i cant wait till im done with school... i just want to go somewhere maybe ( Read more... )

more surgery for my dad...this time its an I.V. close to his heart that provided sustinance during his kemo...hmmm other than that ive been thinking of trashing this journal... im not sure it just seems kinda gay, i know that other people do it as idle threats to get more comments or whatever, but i could care less, im tired of this whole scene... ( Read more... )

christ on a stick... that escalated quickly, i managed to escape the fury of an disgruntled parent, who was to find their house in shambles after a blazing shindig, where there were entirely too many people at. i heard her whistle and scream and i hauled ass out her garage. as for new news, 3 in. of blood on october 10 ballroom, be theyre or fuck ( Read more... )

WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS GODDAMN LIFE OF MINE??? ive already started the fucking week horribly, school ended and i was goin to my friends house, where i crashed my fuckin car into a damned tree... fuckin fuckity fuck fuck...some white people were the first people i saw and as generic as it sounds they were all like ::GASP:: "omg are you okayyyyy ( Read more... )

i found this interesting...."23/08/2005A review from THAT GIG ( Read more... )

another day closer to the weekend...hot dog... not much happened today, i got to hang out with alyssa again after school, it was good as usual...she is always fun to hang out with... big plans tommorow, and i cant fuckin wait

ah god damnit...for some reason i feel like im drifting away from my friends... and its pissin me off, my computer is also sucking alot, and it was brought to my attention today that when i was little i would always take these "vitamins" now god damnit my parents lied to me, apparently that shit was riddalin or however the hell you spell it, fuck ( Read more... )

jeez... it seems now a days everyone is updating about the same thing...concerning anger and ferocity, well i was pretty pissed this week myself however it was pointless... i wish people could learn to understand or maybe they already do but they should quit spending their time being angry a significant portion of their lives the key to the ( Read more... )

o man....ive been asked to give some guitar lessons...man this should be interesting... im really glad i get to teach some people...i felt very honored when i recieved the call...i cant wait to start teaching some guitar...on another cool note, i got my cacophony cd "GO OFF" special ordered compliments of my sister....THNX ALOT!!! i really enjoy ( Read more... )

hmm...well as i did my homework earlier i fell asleep till like twelve and since then i cant sleep....anyhow my parents were fighting as usual and my dad decided to go sleep somewhere else for the night as usual...and apparently he went to some cheap hotel close to my house....and my mom told me he got mugged.... supposedly some dude held a knife ( Read more... )