So much for love.

[_risingdown_]

Well...Emily and I are no more. I'm not proud to say that all. I miss her already. I love her still. It ended on a bad note. I never wanted it to end like this. Scratch that..I never wanted it to end. I love her with all my heart..but she doesn't feel the same to me..or does she? I said some hateful things to her..all of them I didn't mean. You

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[xgumbywhorex]

yeah i dont know. im feeling lots of different things. worry, loneliness, despair, depression, i dont know. im scared. talk to you tomorrow. going to vickys for lunch?

[_risingdown_]

We need to work out something with me still living there..I'm single and homeless right now..and yea...I miss you too much..and it hurts..We really need to have a long conversation about things..set this straight..what went wrong, how we can fix it..and if we can be with eachother again..I love you too much to let this all go because our petty minds work in petty ways.

[xgumbywhorex]

i want to say... how much you mean to me and how sorry i am that it ended like this. you hurt me and i hurt you and this is probably beating a dead horse by attempting. but i wish we werent on bad terms and i wish you knew that i still love you too too much to the sky. scared to think about life without you. oh well... i fucked up again. it's okay. i'll be gone soon and you won't have to worry anymore.

[_risingdown_]

No, you won't be gone, and no you didn't fuck up..I fucked up. I'm sorry. I want to be with you forever still. I love YOU too too much to the sky. I hope we can talk on my lunch break today..I can only hope though because I don't know if you'll still want to talk to me or not. I love you.