I really hope she's not right about this. :/

As soon as I give up, you come back.

Go figure. 

All right, so I learned my lesson.  I am never doing that again. Ever. I didn't think things would turn out like this at all. You proved me wrong. I'm not sure if I'm more pissed off or upset. My guess is upset cause I lost one of the closest people to me. I knew it was far too good to be true when I got to know you so quickly.  I just want you ( Read more... )

Though this may not seem like much to any of you, but Ross and I sat for an hour online tonight talking about just random things that have been going through our heads (not pertaining to "us").  We're finally starting to become close again without any periods of awkwardness. It's so comforting to know that everything's going to be okay in the end.

I hate how now I'm going to have to live like nothing ever happened. I don't know how much longer I can take your bullshit. I come to you flipping out, ready to cry and all you have to say is "why?" "that's crazy". Are you serious? Where on earth did the boy I knew go. Maybe he was right. I fell into the trap of your charm. You never really were ( Read more... )

This last month has thrown me off balance. I don't know where I'm going with this... this is all so new.  Why can't things go as they were planned? I don't even know how I feel about this.  Each day there's a new feeling, opposite of the day before.  BLAHHH.

Good news is that driver's ed is almost over, thankfully. :]
So i will have my life back very ( Read more... )

So yesterday was the end.  I'm doing alright so far. Thank God for being best friends.

Sooo yeah. I'm being foolish and I need to stop.  This was completely rediculous to begin with. Honestly Katie, what were you thinking?

 http://youtube.com/user/thechapelatcrosspt

makes me cry everytime
there's hope; just like there was for this boy.
he's come so far.

Most have my life has been so predictable and orderly. I finally get a wildcard and I have no idea what to do.  I've been thrown out of my usual element. It's scary. I don't know what I want anymore.