today i went with the wesley for a stroll in the rain.
we went to his grandma's house.
we watched office space.

tomorrow is the last day of break.
i'll just quit school.
or live in the girls locker room.

josh and i should see eachother tomorrow.
my heart misses him.
real bad.

this shirt smells so great.
only if you knew.

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my mother came back from shopping
and she told me this crazy story
of how a guy hit her car twice.
he was old.
stupid old people.
now her back hurts and blah blah blah
i can't do anything today

my pillow smells like josh.
i like it.

i always get excited when my phone rings

my rats name is pudge fudge

a day with you.

you went into my basement. and knocked over a shelf.
you look cute when you are emabrrased.

laying on my bed looking at your face.
i missed it.

you're such a gentleman.
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he told me
that i was going nowhere.
that my life meant nothing.
to go cut myself.
and get trashed.
and smoke.

he said that's all i was good for
nothing more.

THEN YOU TRY TO FUCKING APOLOGIZE!

get the fuck away from me......

i hate myself
and i want you to die

it seems as though every-one has forgotten about poor livejournal.
it's ok livejournal. i still love you<3

will someone just come to my house and just take me somewhere.

i've always wanted to go to California.

i better not screw this up.
you are someone i could hold onto.

i <3 you

shmoop

i got this new retainer right.
and my mouth feels like it is bleeding
like i'm chewing on glass
on a lighter note
my teeth look pretty good.

i put pretty jewels on my shoes.
and i put hearts on my shirt

everything can just be.
no good.
then you call.
and i'm all smiles.

i heart you

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i was falling all over
i didn't know what was going on
i smashed my knee in the snow

i want you.
hit my head off of the street
i still want you.

fall off of my chair
stumble out into the yard
trip over a stick

i want you.
look up at the stars
i still want you.

i wonder
what you're thinking
what if you were here

i think i miss you.

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