i really need to reevaluate my life. i posted in my xanga a general idea of everything.. but i don't feel like posting that in here.. this is having a different purpose.
Jen* Ill call you today and we will talk. a lot came out last night. a lot of what was bothering me about the scene.. and me and bridget both agreed that its not the same. nothing particularly happened.. nothing big. its just little things that annoy me.. and I dunno, thinking about it, the work I do really is kind of pointless. none of the bands really care about me promoting them, so hey, why waste my time. like.. you know Im not leaving completely.. left behind and the neutrinos, and man.. the biiig biiig thing that you me and bridget know about. oh man. I know youre not mad at me. and you have to be concerned. youre my fucking mom.. its just.. I dunno. lots of thinking has been happening lately. but no worries. and yes, I plan on going to the september 11th show. Im not backing out on a.s.o.b. nooo way. ♥ am fucking radio "we were both 16, and it felt so right... sleeping all day and staying up all night."
i never disrespected your friendship with her intentionally. you know how i can get sometimes. sorry jen, i didn't mean to offend you. so don't say that i told her stuff you didn't say i don't know what that's about.. i never even mentioned you saying anything to anyone, and i hardly even thought anything of it because i know i said it really loud. and i did it purposely i do not tolerate with people who make stupid shit up about me. i don't even understand that last part of that paragraph at all, honestly. i do know you're not a shitty friend cause you've been there for me when my "best friends" havn't been. but whatever. do what you feel. i'm used to people dissing me cause i'm "giving them a bad name" so it wouldn't be any shock. i'm just SO sick of people making bullshit up about me. and i thought you might've understood that.
ooh that last part is about one of my friend's telling me a few nights ago that she hung out with you earlier and you said something along the lines of.. "yeah Jen said stuff to Anne Marie about me wanting to kick her ass that i never said.. i didn't think Jen was like that." and i don't think know my friend wouldn't lie to me.. and there have been times before in the past where you have lied to me, and i just never confronted you about it when i caught you in the lie..
oooh. see, i only said one thing like that, to katie holland, so spare the "my friend stuff" cause i know it was her who told you. but what i meant by that statement was that someone had told me you were telling anne marie things that i never had said about her in the first place, and i didn't think you were one to spread rumors or anything. but there go my words getting twisted yet again. i'd rather not discuss this furthur for the world to read, so IM me.
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Ill call you today and we will talk.
a lot came out last night. a lot of what was bothering me about the scene.. and me and bridget both agreed that its not the same.
nothing particularly happened.. nothing big. its just little things that annoy me.. and I dunno, thinking about it, the work I do really is kind of pointless. none of the bands really care about me promoting them, so hey, why waste my time.
like.. you know Im not leaving completely.. left behind and the neutrinos, and man.. the biiig biiig thing that you me and bridget know about. oh man.
I know youre not mad at me.
and you have to be concerned. youre my fucking mom.. its just.. I dunno.
lots of thinking has been happening lately.
but no worries. and yes, I plan on going to the september 11th show. Im not backing out on a.s.o.b. nooo way.
♥ am fucking radio
"we were both 16, and it felt so right... sleeping all day and staying up all night."
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so don't say that i told her stuff you didn't say
i don't know what that's about.. i never even mentioned you saying anything to anyone, and i hardly even thought anything of it because i know i said it really loud. and i did it purposely i do not tolerate with people who make stupid shit up about me. i don't even understand that last part of that paragraph at all, honestly.
i do know you're not a shitty friend cause you've been there for me when my "best friends" havn't been. but whatever. do what you feel. i'm used to people dissing me cause i'm "giving them a bad name" so it wouldn't be any shock.
i'm just SO sick of people making bullshit up about me.
and i thought you might've understood that.
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and i don't think know my friend wouldn't lie to me..
and there have been times before in the past where you have lied to me, and i just never confronted you about it when i caught you in the lie..
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but what i meant by that statement was that someone had told me you were telling anne marie things that i never had said about her in the first place, and i didn't think you were one to spread rumors or anything.
but there go my words getting twisted yet again.
i'd rather not discuss this furthur for the world to read, so IM me.
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