kill all the boys then kill yourself when you see what you have done. who would tell him if i got in a coma, who would relieve him from his worries? that's all i think about. i don't want him to wonder where i've gone. and if i left two boys would i have to leave two girls? would i have to talk to her? i'm sure we'd never get along ( Read more... )

just a quick birthday wish-list before i leave ( Read more... )

hey life, give me a ten second break. i need to get some sleep and feel like i'm not rushed. i'm not ready for november yet, nevermind christmas. i'm not ready for the next five minutes, never mind tomorrow. i'm just not ready, so slow down a bit. a lot. freeze ( Read more... )

i am the only person who would be more upset about not moving away tomorrow than i would be about moving away. i keep letting go of everything ( Read more... )

maybe i should quit ( Read more... )

One, your mind is always occupied on something...

Two, there is no such thing as you and me.

So then there's just nothing?

Three, there's no such thing as nothing.

i HATE people.

natalie and i are amazing at life. i went to her house right after school and talked. we had supper then her mom drove us to kildonan place and she hemmed her pants and then we got iced caps and went to value village. we got amazing things for better prices. i got a jacket, shoes, a skirt, two sweaters and a shirt for ten dollars because evan ( Read more... )

perfect day.

save the best for last. when i was handing out those little inspirational notes and i had one left to give out, it was four o'clock and i was walking around my school looking for the last person that the world needed. i walk out the doors furthest from my house for some reason and i see a boy sitting all alone playing the guitar. no one else was ( Read more... )