non-understandable

[_sabin_figaro_]

okay... so she wants to get me things that she thought i would like but that i wouldnt normally ask for, and it just so turns out that all the things she thought i would like that i am not used to getting happen to be things that i probably wouldn't like much and probably wouldn't use; also she says that these would be gifts that she put alot of

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[kitty_kitty_cha]

1. I told you that i prolly didn't make any sense cause when i'm tired i can't clearly state things properly when i'm tired and frustrated... thus me wanting to just go to bed

[_sabin_figaro_]

its... like you dont care or something...

1. regardless of how you felt i still have to find a solution...

2. okay so i misunderstood, i am sorry.

3. ... you're right... i will just... deal with it... i am having trouble finding other answers because you are so unwilling to change anything for me... or so it seems... but know that either way my feelings get hurt because either i can't find an answer and i feel some what worthless, or we find an answer but you are still mad and upset and i am the one that caused it and i feel evil and mean, or i just dont say anything and i feel helpless... its like nothing i do is right... not that it matters... i will keep doing it because i love you and i will just have to hope that maybe one day you will return the favor... i am sorry... i am so sorry... i love you.

[_sabin_figaro_]

its not that you dont care because i know you do, but you sure show it in a funny manner and sometimes it seems like you dont, but i know you really do.