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[_sadgrlsporvida]

i feel sick. i can't imagine not seeing him again :( we're meeting up on wednesday 'as friends' to talk. we keep phoning each other and saying 'i love you'. i'm the one saying i want to stay with you though. and he's saying i don't deserve you, find someone better etc. i thought it would be the other way round. i'm stupidd. i told him i'd forgive

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[violentsmile]

I hope you work things out :) I used to believe once a cheater, always a cheater, but since I did it I've realised that that just isn't true - sometimes people make mistakes, and if you only do it once and you learn from it, you won't do it again. If he didn't love you he would have told you at the time and dumped you - the fact he kept it secret isn't commendable, but obviously he did it for a reason.

[_sadgrlsporvida]

thankyou hun ♥ yr advice is really helping :) everyone else is saying 'yr better off without him' and stuff. but it's not that easy to fall out off love with someone :( i feel like iv wasted a year and a half of my life for nothing!

we're just gonna talk about everything tommorow, so hopefully we'll get it sorted :/
thanks again :) xx.

[iusedtoloveher_]

I told lois about what happened last night and she said if you need to talk to someone she can probably do that. You probz have her mobile right? Not that you have too i was just told to let you know because she can't get to the internet for days!

Your cds look pretty good.

[_sadgrlsporvida]

ohh i might give her a ring :( say thanks to her please & thanks for the top aswell! ♥
i am meeting up with him tommorow cos i'm stupid james :(

how's yr face? hehe :)

& thankyou :D i'm quite proud of them! heh.

xx.

[iusedtoloveher_]

That does sound like it's probably not the best idea :P I went through something similar with nicci so i know best!

It's getting a lot better. It's not so great today but i think i made it tired yesterday. It's only been just over two weeks anyway and i wasn't expecting miracles.

[i_ask_myself]

Yay for trench coats!

[_sadgrlsporvida]

hehe indeed :) i think i am in love with mine♥! x

[i_ask_myself]

I got one from NY in Feb and i'm in love with mine too! Except now it's getting warmer I can't really wear it much. x

[_sadgrlsporvida]

thanks m'dear :)
xxx.

[livium]

this is very random.. but do you live in northampton?
only my friend at uni is always going on about his friends' band the new cassettes... and i'm guessing its the same band you designed a cd for?!

[_sadgrlsporvida]

hehe aw it's not random...i live v. near northampton, but my teacher is from there :) and he does like a cd design project every year ( i do graphic design) & picked new cassettes this year! they're not actually using our designs though... it was just for college.

it's a small world! hehe
xoxo