what the hell am i still doing on Livejournal ( Read more... )

He asked her name ( Read more... )

here take my heart..
oh you dropped it its just on the floor..
oh hey.. no your stepping on it..
just fucking stop. move move. just move your foot..get off, its right under your foot..no don't pick it up...
no you cant have it.. fuck.. give it back..
thats not how this works..
stop.. your killing me..
i just cant.. i just cant...

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current clothing: Spandex pants, mini skirt over and a off the shoulder top.

current mood: confused.

current taste: water.

current hair: messy yes.

current annoyance: the sound of msn and aim buzzing.

current smell: taco''s mmm..

current thing you ought to be doing: Homework. wow this pretty boring yes?

current jewelry: I have my anklet that ( Read more... )

The self...

is a mythical entitry...

It is a philosophical muddle...

to allow the space which differentiates "My self" from "myself" ...

to generate the illusion of a mysterious entity distinct from...

the human being.

His hair was blond and I heard him holler over the din, "Hi!"
I glanced up and said HI.
He asked: CAN I SIT?
I answered: NO.
He said: MY NAME IS DAVE.
I said: GOOD.

He sat. He leaned close to me across the small table. stuck out his hand and said, What's your name?

For the next few hours he talked. And talked and talked. I decided that i would sleep ( Read more... )

I hate my friends on here because no one gives me love FUCK fathers, FUCK marriages, FUCK love.. thats what i say.. You know your in love once you've both died still married and infatuated with one another.. You'll never know if the feelings faded until you die, unless you divorce.. like them. FUCK Lies.. He lied to their face.. FUCK his dignity. ( Read more... )

SkiesSoBlue: Whoa.....
SkiesSoBlue:Man I just saw something
Some1yernot: I'm glad that you are here. I got to start to thinking ....
SkiesSoBlue: And seeing things so clear....? Cause now how could I forget What she left..What happened in November Is that what I needed?
Some1yernot: And I'm sorry, that it shows
But life ain't so bad you know.

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Dying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.

I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call.

-Sylvia Plath