R.i.P Ennio.
9.14.90-8.27.06

i cant believe it. You are really gone....No... Your still here in my heart. 
It still feels so unreal. It's too hard. ]]: 
Why you? 
I know we all have our times but yours came too soon. and too unexpected.
You're in a  better place now.
This isn't goodbye.
This is.. I'll see you later.
You taught me alot. You taught me to take ( Read more... )

Blast from the past ( Read more... )

Mmm.

I met a boy. [=
he's great. 
It's crazy cause he knows people I know from my grammas.
We went to his cousin's wedding like.. 2 years ago.
And now finally met.
His other cousin's husband. works with my aunt.

he's everything i really wanted.
We arent together yet.

I really like him. 
We spent an hour on the phone.
And another hour earlier.

He's a stud ( Read more... )

I dont know.

Everything is so confusing.
so wrong.
I guess life is better when you;re a kid.
cause you dont know what life really is.
you;re innocent.
you haven't experienced it.

Friends.

i have friends.
But not all of them are trusted.
Best friends. yes. one. and that's all i need.
It;s hard to trust people when you've been fucked over so many ( Read more... )

Its been forever.oh well.

Safe Haven show this weekend.

Was tight.

[= Valentines Day tomorrow.
i dont have a valentine.
but i get cards.and candy.and balloons.and presents.
yay.

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you are the one

who can make me smile and cry

all at the same time

you're the only one

who i would stay up for till 12 in the morning

to talk to. to sneak out of my room. just to hear your voice.

or just think about you on the other side of the fone.

even when you didnt speak.

and then. i guess.

u fell in love.

but not with me.

you left me ( Read more... )

so i guess today was my day to think.

thats why i felt so bummed. and didnt pay

too much attn. in classes.

I realized. I want to escape. somewhere. where people wont label me.

somwhere where people want to love me for ME.  I realized today

that the people who i think care about me. and who i care about and love. are so far away. thats why i realize ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever

but wowzers.lemme start!

i hate how when things are going so rad.

all of a sudden.everything just goes BAM into the ground.

i hate how when im so happy.and i believe its the best.

things just dont work out.

I mean. im gonna miss it.

late nite talks.

wanting to talk about everything

wacky convos out of nowhere.

but ( Read more... )

So i went to the The Glassell Portrait show this weekend.

it was off the chain!!! Even tho some of the bands weren;t that great. I had so much fun!

I saw Ralph there.and Denny. [= yup. but she ended up leaving.cause she found out Eli and Jon weren't in it anymore.So i heard!? anyways. My week has been purrty boring.Crappy too.

So much drama. I hate ( Read more... )

woah. its been a  minute since i updated this thing!!

I went to hawaii, ill post more of that later

but its been [4] days since [he] left. I know [he] thinks of [me].

I think of [him] and at first it was hard. but its cool now! lol.

Yup. yesterday Damarys turned 18!!!

and on Saturday we're having a party.

I am going to Magic Mtn. and The Glassell ( Read more... )