i'm leaving for vacation a week from today. a whole week on a private island in canada with juts my parents..ahh. i need to pack lots of drugs and alcohol. haha.

more later
love
sam

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut ( Read more... )

ahh. school starts in less then a month.falen called me tonight from tennesse. i miss her so much already. =( i really want things to work out between me and this one guy. im gonna work on that starting tomorrow. well i guess thats all for now. have fun everyone we don't have much more time before school starts again.

peace&love
sammmie

blah.

i really hate you now. you're not the person i thought u where.

i hate the fact that my dad gets to choose when i can see my mom. i'm 16 years old and i think when i want to see my mom i should be able to. she was gonna meet me halfway from pittsburgh and take me to kings island next week but as of now that's not happening because my father doesn't want me to go. and my mom won't let me go to pa and see her ( Read more... )

im fucking pissed that i have to go to patoka on saturday afternoon because falen is moving on sunday and im probably going to miss an awesome party while i'm gone. god i hate my fucking parents sometimes.. and i hate stuck up people. for all of u that think i'm a stuck up little bitch you obviously don't know me that well. because people act ( Read more... )

my dad came back from california today.. he bought me this really cute sweatshirt and it was nice to see him so i was happy.

soo not looking forward to this weekend. i'm gonna kill myslef if i have to stay at patoka for more then one night.. what a waste of july 4th.

hmmm... <3

love always
samantha

tonight was goood =)

more later..

always
sam

ahhhh.. i'm feeling much better since the last time i updated. this weekend was awesome.tennesse was nice but, i sure would rather have falen living here then there. damn, i'm gonna miss her. last night we didn't trip.... we fell. =) anyways today i think im gonna go see the new batman movie. but, right now i need to take a shower. i'm a dirty ( Read more... )

this is my reply to ash's list of things that lower my blood pressure or whatever:

-listening to music
-smoking a cigarette
-talking to one of my friends from pa
-reading
-drinking coffee
-swimming
-going to the tanning bed

i don't wanna tag 5 of my friends, so thats it.

love always
samantha