I wish I could have a new life. My boyfriend drives me crazy. I'm so confused.

lots of stuff to do today and I'm totally PMS-ing. I hope to god everyone just LEAVES ME THE FUCK ALONE. kthx ( Read more... )

wow. i took my car to the mechanic so he could get a look at it. I told him about how my steering wheel shook violently and that my car pulled to the right. I was totally expecting to need a front end alignment, but he told me my front right tire was completely shot and I needed to replace it TODAY. I drove to ST PETE with it like that, I totally ( Read more... )

this morning was nice. went over to mikes at abour 445am. we were talking about our jealousies and insecurities and whatnot. It was really enlightening and it made me feel like we were 5x closer. He's just as insecure as I am about Valerie, except with ANY MALE. He's gotta get over it because almost every single one of my friends is male. whatever ( Read more... )

I got my hair cut the other day. I don't really like it, but I'm posting pics anyways. Is it gross or what?
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ugh that whole HSN thing went down the shitter. i managed to narrowly escape the drug test for 24 hours. i spent all day drinking water, pissing clear blah blah blah. I bought detox for like $40. Well, this morning I decided to see for myself whether I'd pass or not, so I bougth one of those home drug tests from cvs for like $15. I fucking FAILED. ( Read more... )

OMG I'm SOOOOO HAPPY!!!! Fuck Port Richey! My grandma's moving down here next week and she's moving to Ft lauderdale, so my mom said if i wanted to live with her i could! I am sooooo excited. I cant wait. I've always wanted to live in Ft Lauderdale. Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes~!~ I've needed this so fucking bad. I cant stand port richey. I finally ( Read more... )

ugh, so much drama.. not enough fucking time. I swear to god, this is too fucking much. Uggghhhh, I feel like slamming my car into a fucking tree and calling it quits sometimes.

I have a job interview tonight down in HELL. Actually, I just call it hell because I'm totally sick of driving all the way down there. I'm referring to the Clearwater/Largo/Tampa/StPete area. Every fucking potential job is down there. I'm trying to get hired to be a shooter girl at this restaraunt. I totally think I'll get it. My outfit is really ( Read more... )

Last night was like a 4 hour fucking movie. With the happiest ending ever. When I got off work I started walking, and met him at San Moritz. When I looked up, he was running. We hugged and it was seriously the most comforting hug he's ever given me. As opposed to the one he gave me last night that was supposedly the last one. He told me he was ( Read more... )