I'm freaking the fuck out

[_satisfy_me]

I don't want to do this.  I don't want to make this decision, I don't want to go, I don't want to be wrong.  I just really...I don't want to be unhappy and I don't want to leave.  I don't know.  I don't want to never leave but I just like it so much here.  I like my school and my friends and my work and the attendance lady who always lets me leave

Comments

[_lupi_]

Hey, I saw this post and it really just hit me. This is exactly how I felt before leaving for college. I'm just finishing my freshman year, and I thought you could use some encouragement/advice. I love my hometown, I know you don't know me too well but I have an amazing group of best friends, I have things that I love to do in town, in the city, and with my friends and family. Leaving Buffalo was one of the hardest things that I have ever had to do, but in the end it was worth it. Coming from the other side, from someone who has been there, your going to love college, no matter where it is. You get to be independent, but at the same time, you can still rely on your parents when things get tough. When I left for college, it really made me appreciate how much I love my hometown. However, you really are going to be home more than you realize, there are a ton of breaks that you get to go home on. I really think your actually going to like it, I can't get too in depth right now without making this comment into a short story, but

[_satisfy_me]

thanks matt...that made me feel a lot better. =]