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Jun 12, 2010 22:48

These days I'm starting to feel more anxious and worried...

There are 2 things next wk that I'm sort of dreading..:
1) Breaking the news to my manager that I'm gonna be gone from work until the end of August when she JUST hired me April-ish (I've barely worked for even months o_o)
2) Driving test

Most worried about breaking the news though, well basically:
My family had planned a family trip to China/Taiwan this summer ever since...well let's just say at least a year ago. So the plan is we're going to be leaving mid-July and coming back end of August. I knew all of this. Despite that, my mom still pushed me to get a part-time job and some work experience cause other than teaching piano at home, I've never had an actual employer before. At first I was thinking: Sure I'll just work at some random fast-food chain and then just quit whenever since it's not that important anyway. But the thing is it's really hard to find jobs these days so I searched everywhere, so I applied to a few retail places too.And I never expected getting in retail as my first job.

That's great and all but now that I'm just starting to get used to my co-workers and the working environment I feel really really bad for leaving. And I went into this job KNOWING I was gonna leave...and I quite like the job too and would love to continue. I talked to a friend of mine who suggested I talk to my manager at least 2 or 3 wks prior, and refer to a few people that can take my place while I'm gone. So that's what I'm going to do next week, but this job requires training. I was trained for like a week, and I'm still being trained every now and then. Even if I find someone capable, it's still bad for my co-workers because they'd have to start the process all over again...and I don't even want to imagine how upset my manager will be once I told her, or the other coworkers' thoughts..I do plan on telling her that (well it's a lie...) this vacation is a last-minute decision and I'm deeply sorry about this..hope she'll understand..

Despite getting a place near my campus for next year, I feel that I still want to continue coming back during the weekends to continue working, cause seriously, 2 and 1/2 months is just wayy too short...but I don't know if my manager will let me cause there are just so many people looking for jobs these days, and she may even have other people in mind already...

work, irl

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