[[I am so so so sorry. I can't do it. I just can't. Being here again brings back memories that I'm not ready to deal with. I don't think I ever will be. I am sorry. Please don't hate me. I really loved it here, back in the day. But things change, and it took a long time for me to handle that change. I'm not ready to try and fix it. Sorry ( Read more... )

I have great friends. People who care about me so much. Especially Billy. Thank you so much. You have no idea how much talking with you helps ( Read more... )

So, its Christmas Eve, and I'm in the beautiful New York City. Its not LA, so therefore it's not home, but it'll do. -nods- The girls are here with me, along with Ian. Christine apparently has a new guy in her life, and they've gone on a cruise. I'm happy for her. I'm glad I'm not the only one moving on ( Read more... )

IGNFF: People love to spread gossip in Hollywood, but you seem to strike everyone as a solid, genuine guy. Does that make any sense?
ASTIN: Yeah… It's a great compliment. I appreciate that. I mean, I would just say that everybody's got clay feet and everybody stumbles and makes mistakes, but I do think that I've tried to live my life with ( Read more... )

All I want for Christmas is a paid account, and possibly some more icons. I mean, sparing $5 won't hurt anybody, right? I'm only asking for 2 months!

I mean, you'd get to see lovely icons like this one. -grins- How could you pass a deal like that up?

EDIT: Apparently some people *coughcoughOrlandoBloom* don't believe thats me. look at my ( Read more... )

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-slams his empty glass down on the counter, his body obviously shaking- I don't know what to fucking do anymore ( Read more... )

Seeing things like this make me so happy. It makes all the time and effort worthwhile ( Read more... )

Does anyone else find it odd that all of my icons are of me eating or drinking ( Read more... )

Damn.

My happy party turned out to be pretty DAMN happy.

Damn.