Revilations...

[chance_monroe]

[Continued from *here*I met Graham the night before at a club, there was an instant attraction. He called me the next day and invited me out to dinner. We had a wonderful time. Even came back here and before we knew it we were naked. Sweaty and happily naked

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[graham_452]

I reached to touch her leg to make sure she was ok, and then she looked at me and she looked pissed and upset, interesting combination. I put my hands up in the air as I looked at her, her looks, if looks could kill. I would have been dead

[chance_monroe]

"You at least going to give me a reason as what you are talking about? An explanation?"The tone of his voice. FUCK. I couldn't take it. It hurt. Damnit it hurt. I didn't want it too but it did

[graham_452]

I listened to what she was saying, resisting the urge to get up and run out and take what little pride and dignity I had left. She broke me

[chance_monroe]

He looked at me and I wanted to look away, I couldn't. I didn't want too. "I.." I don't want you to leave. "They always leave when they find out. If they don't it's usually because they want something from me." I whispered

[graham_452]

"I tried to think that, that you wouldn't actually laugh to my face, or at me at all" I said softly. "Just bad memories, every time I open up and try and say something...there's a reason I didn't become a writer or something" I said softly. Then she had those damn pouty lips and they were on mine, and we were kissing and I seriously think I can feel the electricity coming off of us. "Well we won't have to worry about an electical bill, because we have enough chemistry, kinda like a radiating light" I said with a smile.

I shook my head. "I'll stop with the talking now" I tilted my head as I looked at her, "Well I like you talking, talking about how you feel, makes me feel connected, and I like to know what's going on in your head"

"Making it up to me...hmmm...use your imagination" I said with a sly grin. As soon as I said it, she had that sparkle in her eye, "Famous last words" I said softly as I tried to think of what she was going to do.

[chance_monroe]

Ok, now I feel really bad. I sighed. "I'm sorry baby." I whispered.

I laughed at his electric joke. "You goofy boy." I leaned down and kissed him hard again. "My goofy boy." Wow, wait a minute. Did I just say that? Yeah I did. Ok...alright, not as scary as I thought.

"No stop talking. I like when you talk." I nodded. "Ok, how's this. You talk and I talk and we'll just be the talkie two and not keep anything from each other."

I nodded. "Yes, famous last words..." I smirked at him and leaned back on his lap. "Very famous last words..." I leaned forward and kissed him hard, when I shifted on him I finally moved till he was inside me again. "Ohh damn." I moan softly.

I ran my hands through his hair as I started to move on him ever so slowly, I tightened my muscles every time I sank back down on him. Yes, I was going to tease the heck out of him. He loved it. Maybe almost as much as I did.

[graham_452]

"It's ok...new memories, you and I" I said softly. "And I am your goofy boy" I said with a goofy grin.

"As for talking...I think I can do that" I said with a smirk as I did. "As for keeping things from you, you already know everything about me sweetie" I said which was the truth.

I moaned as I entered her, moaning as I did. "Damn...your a tease" I felt her squeeze me as she moved on and off of me, as I moaned.

"The piercings" I let out a moan..."Do they do the same for you? As they do for me?"

[chance_monroe]

I bit my lip and keep my hands on his shoulders as I slowly move on him. I moaned and nodded. "Yes...very much so..." I laughed slightly. "It's funny because my friend dared me to get them. I'm glad she did..."

I leaned down and kissed him, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him closer to me. I broke the kiss when I needed to breath and I kissed my way down his jaw to his neck. "Ohhh darn." I licked the dark, almost purple, spot on his neck. "I guess you're gonna be the talk of the town tomorrow. Poor Agent Miller got marked up by some unknown freak." I said teasingly. Yeah, I still think I'm a freak, I'll always be one. But I didn't feel so foreign with him.

I felt him grab onto me and I moaned. "Mmm I like that." I started to move faster on him, loving how he felt. Damn I'm going to be sore in the morning. I whimpered and arched up against him. "Think I can call outta work tomorrow..."

Hiding out with him sounded like the best plan ever. Sadly I had to meet up with the boss.

[graham_452]

I collapsed and rolled over next to her as I wrapped my arm around her and looked into her eyes, and smiled

[chance_monroe]

I smiled when he said he would stay. "I'd like that." I felt his arms go around me and I smiled and sighed continently

[graham_452]

I felt my body shaking harder, why weren't the damn meds working. Then they started to slow, my heart slowed down and started to beat more regularly.

I pulled away from Chance without thinking about it, nobody has ever done that before, held me. Especially when the convulsions started...I looked up at her, sweat dripping from my face, and my face pale white. I realized that I had hurt her by pulling away. I leaned back against her as the convulsing slowed.

"Sorry...I'm not used to this..." I said weakly, my voice hoarse. "it's new and I like it" I said trying to crack a smile.

I laid against her for a good 5 minutes before I started to feel better. I moved and wrapped my arm around her and pulled her to me, her head resting on me.

"It's ok...I'm better now...it's all gone" I said softly as I brushed few strands of hair from her face.

[chance_monroe]

I flinched when he pushed me away. Ok, that stung. I finally give a crap and he pulls away. Great.

He looks up at me and he looks so helpless. I take a corner of the sheet and wipe down his face. "I'm right here." I smiled slightly when he leaned back against me. I gently stroked his hair and held him to me.

"Sorry...I'm not used to this...it's new and I like it"I smile down at him. "It's new for me too. I'm so not used to actually giving a fuck." I laugh slightly. "I thought I was gonna shit bricks when I asked you to stay. I never do that. It's always no and some other time." I kiss his forehead. "Plus, I've never wanted anyone to stay

[graham_452]

I looked at her, as she talked. "I get that, and I wear my feelings on my sleeve's, you'll know what is going on in my head, before I say it. Not good at hiding my emotions. Never have been. As for not letting people in, I haven't either in a while, Chance. A very long time, but I'm tired of not living. I want to be able to look back and at least say 'I gave it a shot' I'm tired of playing it safe and waiting on the side-lines, frankly that has never been me. Ever. And being with you is different, it's exciting. I have been excited about anything in a while, this is something to look forward, hell even gives me a reason to smile." I stopped and took a breathe. "And I'm sorry if I am scaring you or something...that's just hte kind of guy I am, I really don't want to scare you away though. I'm not sorry about telling you how I feel, because it would only get worse if I bottled up my feelings. And I normally think about what I say before I actually say it, so I'm not taking it back, I'm not sorry for my feelings" I said

[chance_monroe]

I listened as he talked and bared all. It was like he was reading what was going on inside my head, although less jumbled. I waited a few moments before I spoke. "You don't scare me. What I feel does. When I feel, I get hurt. I don't like hurting. Everytime I've let someone in they tore through me and..." I sighed. "It's because of those people that I keep myself bottled up. You keep a steel wall around you can't get hurt so easily

[graham_452]

"I'm not going to hurt you Chance, unless you insist on pushing me away. I don't like being shut-out, especially since I'm trying so hard to become part of your life..." I said softly. "As for your steel wall, seems that this little small town boy may have penetrated your walls" I said with a small smile

[chance_monroe]

"I know that but at the same time I don't." I laughed at my own words. "Does that make sense? As for the pushing away it's just..." I shook my head. "Don't let me. I will because that's what I've done, I'll try not too but...just don't let me push you away." I lowered my head and laughed. "Normally I'd say something lewd but yeah. Small town boy accomplished a big thing."

I closed my eyes when he leaned into my hand. "Yeah...I did." I looked at him and I saw that small flash of fear that was in my own. "Ohh what a pair we make." I smiled and got up on my knees, moving closer to him. "So I'm a freak hu?" I smirked and ran my finger over the mark I left on his neck. "I guess so..." I bent down and kissed him softly. "So, Graham. How about continuing what we planned before?" I leaned down and ran my tongue along his neck. I wrapped my arms around him and whispered in his ear. "Thank you Agent Miller." I moaned his name softly. "For getting to me and letting me be me."